Sometimes I wish I could just check out by that I mean take a vacation from the daily drudgery that is my daily life. Things suck right now... I feel like crap, I have really no purpose right now in life and I feel like even this semester at school is going to suck. I hope all the financial aid stuff goes through really soon or else I'm going to lose my apartment, if that happens then I'm gonna flip. I don't even have the optimism of my final semester, I fucking hate fall and I feel the seasonal depression taking ahold of me, I'm drowing but will I be able to stay above the water this time? I'll keep my eyes on the hotel california, the rhythm of my soul, the reverberations of time.