Ok so this blog may be somewhat premature but that's ok, today I'm excited, I'm going to school full time this semester and that's all that's on my plate for a change.  I'm not involved in any unhealthy relationships, keeping away from bad influences, and finally moving to the beat of my own drums... BONGO drums haha!!!  I feel great, this is how college should have been all of these many many semesters that I've been there at UNM.  I know that I have wasted a significant amount of valuable time in the past, taking basketweaving, you know the drill.  I'm just glad that finally all of my hard work seems to be paying off, I know what I'm doing, I know who I'm doing and I have my own ideas, hopes, aspirations and nothing can stand in my way of achieving them.  I definitely will graduate this December, I'm pumped.  Thanks to God that I'm doing well in all my classes *knocks on wood* and I'm finally capable of not only budgeting my time but multi-tasking in ways I never dreamed imaginable or thought I could handle.  I feel like school is making sense in respect to my place in life, where I want to be and where I'm at now.  It turns out that I'm exactly where and how I should be at this point in time.  I've dealt with all my demons and now they run from me, they're afraid of my mind.... so cerebral, so intelligent, I guess that I just never was able to give myself the credit that I'm due because of doubt, fear, anxiety.  I've been helpless, now I want to help people who are where I've been, even if its just to let them know that its not the end of the world and things that seem that way are blown way out of proportion by one's own mind.  Chew on that!!!