alternative opportunities

By sabret00the (© 2007)
can't believe you thought it got better than this
i'm the same kinda shallow when i think of my kids
getting ahead of my time because i'm still here
and that's everything that's going on over there
i wonder if you hear me and the future seems scary
truth is you're alone, no one's calling your phone
your last text was a week ago and it just said no
times are hard right now and so you're out of batteries
and so your vibe turned dildo and it's not doing the job
but when was the last time that you felt a real throb
we all logged on just to look and ended up laughing
you see the numbers rise and you realise it's smarting
so you drop that shoulder raise the angle of the cam
and before you know it you're a wolf from lamb
straight to the slaughter, shame your someone's daughter
and i gave a damn but you didn't care for me
i weren't what you wanted in fact me you couldn't see
but i guess that's how it is sometimes, that's how it be
so now you got the men calling, drinks and a night kap
i won't lie, just like them i'd bury your head in my lap
but if you weren't shit, i swear i'd call back again
but the men that you're linking, they're married
don't care and the feelings of their heart they don't share
now you're calling all men evil because they all leave you
crying time after time it's like sequel after sequel
you start to despair, say you'll do it on your own
delete your little profile cause now you wanna be alone
changed the number to your phone and you're dry
in more ways than one, you think back to where it begun
and when it turned to misery instead of a little bit fun
your chances are over and the winter nights colder
but you won't give happiness another chance...
stuck sitting bitter baring a chip on your shoulder
how it could've been different if you were little less colder