I want to create something beautiful; to be a part of something so profound that it makes blood bleed shades of pink and purple, and makes dreams blossom like orange and gold Gerbera daisies. I want to evoke something so powerful it makes them realize their connection to divinity, and forces churches to re-think their theology. I want to change the world; facilitate a movement that alters the course of history and brings about a revolution that fights for peace, accounts for the poor, and seeks to heal the ill. I want to join a cult whose members are obsessed with the science of Love, and facilitate conferences across the country where they meet in underground bunkers and congregate in overflowing football stadiums to discuss an agenda that would disseminate compassion and unconditional acceptance throughout our species. I want to master the basics like: breath, meditation, and the concept of intentional movement, until my every action, reaction, and thought brings about the evolution of mankind. I want to align with the greater consciousness that connects us to God, each other, and the changing of the tides; to initiate the transmutation of my soul into a free flowing river of crystal blue; refreshing and cold, delicious to the taste, and generously bubbling fourth to all who need a drink. I want to renew and replenish all who come into my wake, constantly reminding them that they are beautiful, loved, and not alone. I want to fight in the battle; be a warrior in the war where words are our weapons, and we decimate the enemy with dialogue, diction, and vocabulary. I want to write monologues that make them cry, make them die a little inside, and remember memories they didn't know they had; to orate two word poetry that cuts them to the core, makes their conscience ache, and buries them in the depths of my thoughts, until they are forced to re-draw the boundaries of their borders and find peace in our compromise. I want to perform miracles; resurrect the dead and make the broken smile again. I want to call forth ancient spells that will return women to their matriarchal thrones; and release the spirits of our ancestors to remind us that once upon a time we were all the same shade. I want to call us to greatness; challenge us to Brilliance. I want to be humbled by the limitations of my reach, so that I learn to ask for help.  I want to be a part of something beautiful. I want to make something real. I want to leave a lasting legacy. I want to be a bearer of light and a harbinger of change. I want to be more. I want to do more. I want to know more. I want to love more, and I want to start now.