Coming Out Of My Hole

Years after the accident I finally decide that it is time to move on. I am now a junior in collage who has almost no friends. I have one true friend and that is the one person who stuck with me through all my ordeals in High school.

One day my friend calls me to go to a party. He tells me that it would probably be a good idea to get out and socialized since I am trying to crawl out of this little hole I have created for myself.

So basically I decided to go to the party. I get there and pretty much sit alone for an hour with no one giving me so much as a passing glance. Then all the sudden I see this girl on the other side of the room. To me it was very strange. It was as though everything moved out of the way and all the noise in the room stopped just for that one moment when her eyes met mine. I can't understand what was wrong with me. I just couldn't stop looking at her. I just felt as though I was drawn to her. I wanted so badly to be able to go and talk to her, but I was too scared of what might have happened. Now I started to feel guilty about looking at her because of what I had lost. Then I remembered what happened to me in the field that day and I was reminded that she wants me to be happy and move on.

I looked down at my feet because of what I was thinking, but then something made me look up. She was gone. Then a soft voice says hi to me. I looked over to my right and there she was. She did what I wanted to do. She came over to me to talk. Never would I have thought that a girl as beautiful as her would come and talk to me being the kind of person that I had turned in to. She asked to sit down next to me so that we could talk.

I glance across the room and see my friend looking over to check on me and he just give me a smile as though he is feeling happy for me. We spend the night talking, and she asked me to take her home. We got to her door and she turned say's, "I had fun talking to you tonight. Can I call you sometime?" I just said sure and gave her my number. Then she grabbed me to give me a hug and sent inside saying goodnight.

I went home to my mother house to go to sleep. Everyone was a sleep, and all I could do was thank god. I hate when I get bugged about my day as soon as I come in the door. Laying in bead for the first time all I can think about is something happy. That girl I met at the party was so nice. I slowly drift into my dream while thinking about her beautiful smile.