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Lital Maizel


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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 25
Sign: Scorpio

Country: IL
Signup Date: 11/13/2005

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theCrow (2)
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pancho (2)
Holden (2)
Brian (2)
Wes (2)
david (2)
Lisa Nicole.. (2)
Tuesday, November 29, 2005 

Current mood:  confused

i just wrote alot of things and it all got deleted. how annoying!
anyway i'm gonna share a few things about myself hope youll be supportive.
this is the short version of what i wrote:
1. i'm a passimistic person ever since age 13 (lousy memory before that time i guess). usually seeing the sad in things. get very emotional sometimes. get effected by music and movies.
2. i'm at this point in my life that i dont know where i'm headed. i think i want to be an editor. but i'm not sure if this is what i'm supposed to do. plus- i have no motivation finding a job.and have generally problems with working.
3. i think i believe in faith. but not religious. at all.
4. i have low self esteem i dont know why.
5. i believe in justice and what's fair. almost too much.
6. i i i i always i. i'm not interesting. :) i have seen all kinds of people here in my space. it's so amazing having all these interesting people in the world. awsom human beings. although i'm not a big fan of humans. i have inner conflicts about that.
7. the sadest thing in movies and books and in life is the sentence:
"and it was the last time he/she saw her/him." i hate goodbyes. i hate it.
well that's enough for now.
if youre still awake, i wish you a good day! :)

12:56 PM
 
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theCrow

 

Hello there my confused and emotional friend. Welcome to the world sweetie. You aren't alone and you have so much of life and it's experiences to explore. You are still young and although you may want to look at what you want to do with your life, nothing has to be set in stone. My favorite statement that I make to people is that I'm 18 with 30 years experience. I've been through happy and sad times, good and bad times, but I'm still plugging along wondering what I am going to experience and learn next. My grandfather once told me if you don't learn something new every day then you're not alive. And you know something even with all the places I've lived and all the people I have met I still even to this day learn something new every day. Self esteem is something that at one time I would have challenged you on mine was very poor but then I learned to look at what I was good at and my good points. Hmmmm I started feeling better about myself and to tell the truth which you may laugh at two of the first things were my hair (girls just loved it and were envious) and my Butt was always getting the little remarks and teases about it from my female and gay friends. Now that wasn't much but it made me start thinking about the other things that were positive about me. One of them was something that you yourself do, I made people feel good like you and your video. Thats why I now do theatre I enjoy entertsining people but in this way I don't have to get close to them.

As far as faith well lets just say my daughter and I believe in one thing and it is one of our sayings "Do what's right" and we live by that.

And now if you are still awake LOL last but not least, You have become my friend and never will you ever see or hear the phrase from me "good bye". In our culture we have a saying that fits very well and it translates into "Down the Road" meaning we'll be seeing you down lifes road.

Remember with one word you can touch someones heart, with a phrase you touch thousands.

William

 


 
Posted by theCrow on Saturday, December 17, 2005 - 1:38 AM
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pancho

 
go to Oprah, very gay.
 
Posted by pancho on Monday, January 30, 2006 - 8:00 PM
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josep

 
She must be an editor! ;)  A very good comment.William, i hope i read you two again ... My level of experience is only 8 years ;P but i still thinking SHE MUST BE AN EDITOR !! she can do it!!. Seee youu. (sorry for my english i'm From Spain) .
 
Posted by josep on Tuesday, January 10, 2006 - 7:14 PM
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Kage

 
I saw your video clips and I'm pretty sure you're gifted and interesting person. It is common people find you facinating before you find that by yourself.
 
Posted by Kage on Tuesday, January 24, 2006 - 10:49 PM
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pancho

 
your pixies clip is awesome! gotta be my favorite vid on youtube. when is the next one coming? keep it up!
 
Posted by pancho on Monday, January 30, 2006 - 7:58 PM
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Tasha
Lital Maizel

 

OH MY GOD

i havent been here in a long time...
you are so nice :) i like the counting crows its a beautiful line.
thank you all so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! your words really did make a difference


 
Posted by Tasha on Tuesday, February 21, 2006 - 11:22 PM
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Holden

 

Tasha,

I found your "Hey clip" video for the first time yesterday. The same day you wrote this note. I find that to be more than coincidental. Anyway, I loved your video! I was unfamiliar with the Pixies' music even though I am a big music fan and I love this song! Thanks for turning me on to it.

Regarding you note from last November. I have felt and still feel many of same things you are expressing here. Especially at your age. Now that I am a lot older I have this to say. Go where the world takes you.  Follow what you truly love. Embrace your fear and angst and then be fearless.

There is a quote I love;

"Ladies and gentleman, take my advice. Pull down your pants and slide on the ice"

Start sliding sister – you are a superstar! And for God’s sake make another music video.

 


 
Posted by Holden on Wednesday, February 22, 2006 - 5:19 PM
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Brian

 

Hi there!

 

Just another person who loved the Hey video :) Hope you do more! It was really fun. :)


 
Posted by Brian on Saturday, March 04, 2006 - 4:34 AM
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Wes

 
"Hey" is great.  Keep it up, you're talented.
 
Posted by Wes on Monday, March 13, 2006 - 4:40 AM
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david

 
soo.... It looks like everyone here saw your hey video and stalked you here XD hehee... uh.. *guilty* >_> yeah that was pretty coool.. lots of us sad people in the world I guess.. lol.. but this was written like a loooooooong time ago though so things are probably different now o_O  you seeem pretty cool maybe we can talk sometime, add me if you like but you already have like 3892795872859293 friends lol I actually didn't watch a whole lot of the video but I <3 the pixies and Hey was the first song by them I heard so you're cool in my book..... well.. uh.. I suck at ending things so uh.. cya later bye o_O

David

 
Posted by david on Saturday, March 25, 2006 - 4:36 AM
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Lisa Nicolette

 
Always remember,
 
We are our own best critic. We see all our faults and shortcomings and disappointments...  But it is not this that others always see.
When i see you, there is a remarkable, interesting, beautiful person i see, who i would like to know so much more and better.
 
You are inspiring, You are talented, You are gorgeous,
And you are far too hard on yourself...  You, my love, have the
World in the palm of your hand. Just decide what you want and
i have no doubts it will be yours. Peace, Happiness, Love, Lisette.

 
Posted by Lisa Nicolette on Saturday, April 22, 2006 - 7:09 PM
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