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Status: Married
Age: 24
Sign: Taurus

City: Muncie
State: Indiana
Country: US
Signup Date: 12/10/2005

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Friday, April 11, 2008 
Yah, found this from long ago...still applies except the age....
Life is an endless cycle of worry and regret. You can't help but think back at all the what-ifs, could-have-beens, and maybes. It all could be about the simple things in life. What if I would have eaten that corn dog at the fair? Would my life be any different? Could I have choked on the corn meal? Or would I have met a wonderful person who was selling it to me? There are many twists and turns in the road. As for me�.I like to cut corners on my way down the path�run through the woods. Feel the breeze catch my clothing and take me soaring to new heights that only others dream about. When I take that silent walk through the woods I think of the one who's thoughts are always with me. Then I realize the warmth is just a thought. And I am scared and alone once again.

I am a dreamer yet I am a pessimist. I know in my heart that maybe I shouldn't, but it is a hard habit to break. Have you ever dreamed of being a prince or a princess? I have. I still do. I am 17 years old, but 4 at heart. I see the simple beauty in the flutter of a butterfly's wings. I see the sun as smiling down on me, and how a smile can be contagious. I see things that children my age don't see. Yes, I said children. I may look mature, but I assure you I am very young at heart. I have responsibility�.all the things you need to be "mature", but that doesn't mean I want to be an adult just quite yet. I want to run free, and splash around in the pool. I may become an adult, but I never want to lose what I have. The childish innocence that I still hold on to.

Sometimes no one can help. You have to find your own way through the darkness. There are so many things in this world I will never understand So many unexplainable things that I will never have the answers to Why?

Why is life such a mystery? Why is it that criminal can make it through a robbery and still live but a 17 year old can't even pull out of her own driveway? My friend was recently killed. She was so sweet and honest. Now she will never graduate, get married, or have kids. Sad.
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