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So, I was checking out all the news on msn.com and stumbled across an article on Jennifer Hudson...this is a small part I pulled from the article
People.com reports that Hudson tells Essence magazine "On American Idol, you go through this mental thing; you've got to get yourself back together. You've been abused, misled and brainwashed to believe whatever they want you to think."
Hudson also told the magazine that "Idol" contestants "become a character," saying "I became the character in the turkey wrapping," referring to an unflattering outfit she once wore on the show. But she went on to say "I don't believe in looking back, and I didn't look back."
I myself have never participated on Idol, but I had such a similar experience while on top model. Even though I won, it was very abusive mentally and physically. They run you into the ground. I remember coming home and weeping in my Mother's arms, not so much out of joy, but out of sheer relief that I hadn't gone mad. Good for Jennifer! SHE was the one who made her career, no one else. She was the one who should have won her season, she didn't, and now she's won a golden globe and is on her way to Oscar. I love how Idol is trying to claim that they had a huge part in this. They really didn't. Maybe they should tell the people they eliminate that "Sorry we didn't think you can be an American Idol, but hey, you may just be able to win an Oscar and A Golden Globe for your singing!" I for one am SO proud of Jennifer. I relate to her seeing how she is from Chicago, and never gave up. Kudos out the ass for her calling Idol out on their cruelty and abuse! Reality TV can just be awful to it's contestants on competitive shows. I'm glad this broad is using her fame to get the truth out there. |
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EDITED NOTE: Everything I wrote in this blog I have mostly deleted...I have said it before in the past, and it can be found in many blogs in my archives. The only reason I even brought it up is to inform people who didnt know of the fall out between Tyra and I a few years ago. The fact that anyone is doing any kind of press on it is absurd! That was 4 year old news that is sooo stale, it aint even funny! I have said no to many papers/magazines/tv shows, wanting me to come on and talk about top model and my experience. I have said enough! How does it make me any better to go beat an already dead horse? I am 100% over it and have more then moved on..I have apologized for the things that I said that were harsh...but stand by the things I said about not getting what I was promised...it's time to move on!!!..I suggest you all do the same! ; )
As for the many questions on what I think about Tyra's weight....WHO CARES? I may not get along with her, but for fuck sake people...she's beautiful, regardless of gaining weight. It's people who think she's fat that make little girls vomit up dinner every night! Why America is spening anytime on this is just confusing. I do believe Tyra should be completely honest about her weight gain. I am her same height, and I weigh 136. If I gained 30 pounds, I wouldn't be anywhere near her size. I think it would be great for her to just go out there, tell the truth, and be proud! I remember her telling us on top model that "There is your REAL weight, and then the weight you tell the public and the casting directors". Most women are the same way. Hell, I am really 136 but my Drivers License says 127! Lots of women look up to her, she should try just being 100% honest and see what kind of respect she'll have in tow. I don't think she's fat at all. I do think she needs to take exercise a little more seriously (she doesn't according to herself) and make sure she doesn't gain much more. She is no where near "unhealthy" yet...and still looks hot as all hell. People are just jealous and have nothing better to do with their time.
and now time to catch up on my e-mail!