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Adrianne Curry


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Gender: Female
Age: 27
Sign: Leo

City: Southbay of LA
State: California
Country: US
Signup Date: 12/12/2005

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March 22, 2007 - Thursday 

My show starts 6 pm Pacific, 8 pm. Central, and 9pm Eastern. Tune in to my show and listen, chat, and upload images, videos, etc. Be there or be a fucker!

::EDITED NOTE::Anyone who reads this blog and thinks I am near a breakdown can kiss my butt! Seriously, I am a strong broad who is VERY aware of whate state of mind I am in at ALL times...why? Because I CARE about myself! I am on a much needed vacation that will be taking me to various cities to find some peace of mind. I think its pretty amazing that the news picks apart blogs like mine to make a story. How about all the troops dying in Iraq? Or perhaps we can report on the police officers who are stepping out of line? Maybe next time I try to raise some money for a charity, or have people rally around someone who needs them..the news will pick up on that...something that is actually WORTHY of being reported on. read my next blog concerning this one!!.::

We are going to the shrink today. Boy, do I need it. I have been worn thin. I am stressed, my anxiety is out the roof, my body is weak, I've lost 10 pounds from being sick, and I'm depressed. I hate to say it, but I used to fall into these funks all the time in my teens. It's been a while since I suffered one. I think I may ask if it's time to be put on some meds again. Being in this state of mind is very dangerous for me. The last thing I need is to be offered drugs at this weak state. I'd cave. It's funny, people always assume that celebrities have these great lives, yadda yadda yadda...In reality, most of us are ALL FUCKED UP. The ones who look the most normal, and are the most successful, are the ones who are fucked up the most! How I wish I could share some of my stories on these people with you all. Loose lips sink ships though. At least I can admit that I am unhealthy in the mind. Many dont, and then go bonkers. I was diagnosed in my teens, and it doesn't just go away. I wish it did.

I am traveling to 4 different cities in 4 different states the next 10 days. I need to fall out of my funk, and I also need some healthy time away from my hubby. We have been with each other 24/7 for the last month, if not more. Thats just too much. I am kinda sad I am leaving home, considering I have been gone for sooo long and I want my freakin bed! However, if hubby stays here, I go there! ; )   Most couples get healthy away time from each other daily. We havent been blessed with that lately. I need him to miss me a little, and I am sure vice versa! At least I wasn't with my Mom that long. I love her more then anything, and she is one of my best friends....but FUCK, I cant be with that woman for more then a week....all we start to do is fight ; )   all parents and their children are that way from what I've seen.

Well, I'm out kiddies. Please tune into my show tonight and listen to my insanity...along with my experiences in Russia

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Hawk

 
when i posted a comment it said you have to approve it
 
Posted by Hawk on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:11 PM
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ღஐღAshleyღஐღMiss You Robert...
Ashley Nicholson

 
Adrianne Curry!
You are Adrianne Curry! Your strong willed & poetic; you love to take people by surprise. Your very flamboyent and desire to make your mark on this world--making a difference wherever you go! Way to go girl!

http://quiz.myyearbook.com/zenhex/quiz.php?id=156779
 
Posted by ღஐღAshleyღஐღMiss You Robert... on March 31, 2007 - Saturday - 12:49 AM
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Brittinea ☮ twitter.com/brittinea
Brittinea Campbell

 
lol
 
Posted by Brittinea ☮ twitter.com/brittinea on March 23, 2007 - Friday - 9:00 PM
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Cristy vv

 
Hay Adri just wanted to let you know you are on www.tmz.com because of your latest blog !
 
Posted by Cristy vv on March 23, 2007 - Friday - 8:39 PM
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Chick Magnet
Martha Metzler-Ghofranian

 

Same here... figured i had been bad... Can't wait for the show tonight!!  i wish i could send you a private message re: the med situation but oh well...

Have a Great Day!


 
Posted by Chick Magnet on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:16 PM
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Chris D7

 

Hiya †JAMIE†..  (replying to your post half way down the first page)

Sorry to hear that your MySpace got HACKED and 100% WIPED.
Quick question -- Have you "signed up" for any of these "tracker" things, or ANY OTHER site / "service" which ASKS YOU for your LOGIN AND PASSWORD?
If so, I don't mean to be rude but.. if you have, you've practically invited someone in by giving up your login and password.

YES, I LOVE the idea of the tracker. I've checked it out. I think the code is very clever. BUT, *anyone* can "play nice" for the first few months (while, imagine this, they gather thousands of logins and passwords), and then later on, ALL pages get HACKED.

Get this:- if EACH person who submits their login and password has, say, 100 friends at least, then that's 100 EXTRA PAGES that these "hacks" can post a comment on.. AND those comments can be these stupid marketing crap, like "viagra", or "iPhone" or free MP3s, or free ringtones, etc etc... or of course, "self-marketing" for the Tracker.. so they can entice MORE people to "join" (and submit their logins and passwords).  Just remember, only "friends" can post comments.  Generally, it takes time to get to know people, exchange information, connect and "approve" friend requests.  HOW EASY is it just to "get sudden access" to each person's WHOLE FRIENDS LIST???

It's NOT difficult to write code to do that (comment posting across MANY pages) automatically. "Net Bots" exist which "do" things on behalf of their coder "masters", so e.g. posting ads in 100 "friends" comment spaces (those which don't require verifying first) could become very, very easy, for someone who knows how to code it.

EVERYONE -- before your MySpace page gets HACKED and WIPED like poor †JAMIE†'s, whether or not you are using the tracker or whatever, seriously consider this idea: it takes LITTLE effort to make a "notepad" text file -- one BIG one, or one for each section you edit (about me, interests, etc) to COPY & PASTE each section's code into a Notepad (".txt") file, to "back it up".  That way, if your page gets WIPED, you just COPY BACK your saved version, instead of having to start all over again.

If you update/change your page a lot, you'll just hafta "back it up" more regularly.  Maybe inconvenient, but if you've put in a LOT of work on changing things, making them "just right"... HOW LONG will it take for you to RE-DO it all?  That versus just copying and pasting a "saved version".  =)

THIS, my friends, is my gift to you.  Use the Tracker if you like it, but save yourself the grief of losing all your hard MySpace work -- BACK IT UP!  (Also, PLEASE be aware/wary of GIVING AWAY your password!)

Much love to all,

_-Chris D7-_


 
Posted by Chris D7 on March 23, 2007 - Friday - 5:18 PM
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*~*MEL*~*aka Melinda (aka Dr. MEL)*~*

 
Darn good idea.

Melinda

 
Posted by *~*MEL*~*aka Melinda (aka Dr. MEL)*~* on March 23, 2007 - Friday - 10:50 PM
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E R I N

 
    well I guess everyone just loves you so much, who cares about words, they shower you with kudos..... You say hello....KUDOS!!!  You say good-bye...KUDOS!!! I guess it's a myspace thing....


 
Posted by E R I N on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:08 PM
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~†Victoria†~
vic her

 
IT IS SET TO APPROVE COMMENT..THATS WHY WE CANT SEE THEM
 
Posted by ~†Victoria†~ on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:07 PM
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Melissa

 
Time away from the hubby is good.  Believe me, we are fourteen years strong...and like you (sort of) have a 20+ age difference.  I always felt you needed to miss someone.  And there's nothing wrong with asking for "head help" if you need it.  My favorite....Xanax and a margarita.  Best combo man ever invented.
 
Posted by Melissa on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:07 PM
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.:★Snoop Dawn Inc★:.
Dawn Daugherty

 

It says you are required to approve your comments...hope this may help only now you have a million comments to approve.

~Dawn


 
Posted by .:★Snoop Dawn Inc★:. on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:06 PM
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Thee Domestic Goddess

 
You have to approve the comments before they can be seen here, but the kudos are adding up from the submitted stuff....
 
Posted by Thee Domestic Goddess on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:05 PM
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Stef

 
myspace is on the fritz.
 
Posted by Stef on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:05 PM
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Sheryl
Sheryl Goldstein Dietz

 

dunno...strange

 


 
Posted by Sheryl on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:05 PM
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Chelle Belle [photographer]™
Michelle Smith

 
I think you have to read all your comments and accept them *shrugs*
 
Posted by Chelle Belle [photographer]™ on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:05 PM
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Miss Malibu

 

Oh sweetie. I feel so bad for you. You have been so busy doing for others that you have nothing to give. You need your emotional tank to be filled up no matter what RIGHT NOW! (take meds if you need to) additionally, whoever you KNOW is in your corner that will pamper you, need nothing from you, let you cry, scream, yell, kick, hide, sleep GO SEE THEM! I'm a mom so if you were my daughter, I would spoil you at home. Keep everyone away except those you want to play with - but mostly just hold your hand, dry your tears, and listen to your fears.  You said you went to church in Russia, that was wonderful news. God is pulling for you honey, he makes no junk. Over the years I have learned when I let god and let go of myself at the center, everything seems to fall in place. You notice I said it took years! I also know when we focus all our energy on fixing a marriage and not living in it can make us question EVERY up and down. Make us ruin it. Say it is forever unless it is violent (you fill in the blanks for yourself) so you can  allowing for the up and downs to happen without fear. Over time you two will grow through it. It is even harder if both are down at the same time. You both are in my prayers. We all have valleys to walk through.. We can't always be on the mountian top. May the concern and prayers of your fans bring you strength during this time.


 
Posted by Miss Malibu on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:45 PM
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Ann

 
Kudos to you Miss Malibu!!
 
Posted by Ann on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 11:38 PM
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GLENDA
GLENDA FIGUEROA

 
MISS MALIBU : I just read what you said to Adrianne, and to be honest with you, I could'nt have said it any better !!!   ; )  WORDS IF WISDOM !!  I only read up to this far, and I have soo much input, as well, to reply to our devoted friend, Adrianne, but i have to go run MORE errands now!  But, Miss Malibu-- VERY WELL SAID !  Adrianne, you have got many WONDERFUL friends here & we all seriously DO care !!!!  holla back atcha later....LOVE Y'ALL*.* GLENDA..................
 
Posted by GLENDA on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 8:47 PM
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*~*MEL*~*aka Melinda (aka Dr. MEL)*~*

 
You are so right Miss Malibu.........we are all part of the myspace pamper team!! LOL........

My first year of marriage was sooo hard!!  I can relate and especially if you are together 24/7........that is why I am at the almost 15 year mark (in September) because we get time apart.....sometimes too much time (thank you US Army!) but the reunions are freakin' awesome!!

Well said Miss Malibu..........you getting excited for tomorrow? 

xoxoxxo
Melinda

 
Posted by *~*MEL*~*aka Melinda (aka Dr. MEL)*~* on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:50 PM
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~jamielynn~
JAMIE Louviere

 
Adrianne listen to these girls Miss Malibu and Melinda helped me a great deal the past few weeks....They were so awesome..............thanks guys again......
 
Posted by ~jamielynn~ on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 8:06 PM
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*~*MEL*~*aka Melinda (aka Dr. MEL)*~*

 
And you are always welcome my little golf ball!! (go check my blog if you don't know why you are my golf ball!!)..........I loves ya Jamie........and I am glad I could be an ear for ya and a shoulder to lean on!

xoxoxox
Melinda

 
Posted by *~*MEL*~*aka Melinda (aka Dr. MEL)*~* on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 9:47 PM
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I have a very good book for you to read, it really helped me out through my really hard times and I still pick it up to this day when I am feeling exactly how you are describing. Its not a book that is going to fix everything or solve everything for you but I think you will find alot of insight to alot of what you are dealing with now.

A Little Book on the Human Shadow by Robert Bly.

and when you are done reading that and you feel like you want to read more stuff read this:

Letters to a Young Poet by Rainer Maria Rilke.

If you have any questions or concerns feel free to contact. :) goodluck with everything you do.

 
Posted by on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:04 PM
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Kali

 
maybe your myspace got hacked and someone changed your blog settings?????
 
Posted by Kali on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:04 PM
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♡♫misty♡♫

 
I can totally relate to the whole me time, Adrianne! Hope you shake the funk off soon! Glad you're back in the US!!!
 
Posted by ♡♫misty♡♫ on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:04 PM
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JAMIE
Jamie Glaves Abdnor

 

WELL HON, THIS IS STRANGE ABOUT THE COMMENTS!! MY PAGE GOT HACKED TODAY, AND IT WIPED OUT MY WHOLE PAGE, I HAD TO START COMPETELY OVE!! IWAS SO DAMNED PISSED TOO!! I WORKED HARD ON MY PAGE!!

ON ALL OF YOUR STUFF GOING ON, I KNOW EXACTLY HOW YOU FEEL DARLIN, I WAS FINALLY DIAGNOSED IN 1999 WITH BI-POLAR, AND IT WAS SUCH A RELIEF, TO KNOW WHAT THE WAS WRONG WITH ME SINCE I WAS A KID, I'M NOW 40 YRS. OLD, AND DOING SO MUCH BETTER!! I TAKE DRUGS OF COURSE, BUT IT KEEPS ME SANE AND NOT SO DEPRESSED!! YES, YOU NEED TIME AWAY FROM CHRIS RIGHT NOW TOO, I KNOW YA'LL LOVE EACH OTHER, BUT ALL COUPLES NEED THAT TIME AWAY, I'M NOT FAMOUS, BUT I KNOW I NEED MY TIME AWAY FROM MY JOHN!! IT IS JUST HEALTHY THAT IS ALL, I WILL CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR YOU BOTH!!!

LOVE YOU ADRI!!!!!


 
Posted by JAMIE on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:03 PM
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Erin Mac

 
It said that you had to approve the comments. Maybe MySpace is just fucking up, as usual! lol
 
Posted by Erin Mac on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:02 PM
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ana

 
I'm here for you honey, I read it. I don't even know if this will show up because it never does for me. I wrote you a few days ago about chris being on paula dean's cooking show and how it was fucking hilarious how she kept flirting with him. He seemed so shocked at how she was acting also. Anyways I found that funny and was wondering if you were there.
 
Posted by ana on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:01 PM
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Kelan
Kelan Arana

 
Slam
 
Posted by Kelan on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:01 PM
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Ash [London♥]
Ashley Renn

 

I think it is great that you are getting the help you need. It is important to stop a problem before it spirals out of control.

I hope everything gets better and you will be in my thoughts!


 
Posted by Ash [London♥] on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:01 PM
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~ Niki ~
Niki Simmons

 
That is funny..
 
Posted by ~ Niki ~ on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:01 PM
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DANICA
Danica PRieto

 
have a safe trip and what staes r u going too ?
 
Posted by DANICA on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:01 PM
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Damn.. well I have bad anziety so I know where youre coming from, I cant imagine having to travel as much as you do, I dont travel well. I wish you best of luck with the counseling, I hope it helps & you get what you are looking for out of it. You rock! SMILE: Litasue 
 
Posted by on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:02 PM
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Marie
Marie Senkeleski

 
good luck babe, and rest up!
 
Posted by Marie on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:02 PM
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Bama Leigh

 
You're right, at least you can admit it and you can recognize when it's time for you to take care of yourself!!!  Also, I know exactly what you mean by needing to have time away from your man.  Mine is my best friend, but if we're together 24/7 we both start to go CRAZY!
 
Posted by Bama Leigh on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:02 PM
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Robin :0)~*

 

Enjoy your trip.  I'll try to come listen to the show (how long do they usually run? I am on my way to work at that time, don't get back on the computer till about an hour and a half past your starting time) so if you're still on, I'll be there then.

Maybe MySpace is eating your comments!


 
Posted by Robin :0)~* on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:02 PM
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good point.. must be myspace glitch. my husband has his alone time..he rides his motorcycle..sometimes goes off on ride weekends. i love him to death..but i am an independent woman. we all need our "me" time.

Just try and RELAX...take a little breather.

 
Posted by on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:02 PM
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PJ Sparkles!
Phyllis Jean Ball

 
it sucks to have class on thursday nights. i can never listen live! ahh!
<3 <3

 
Posted by PJ Sparkles! on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:03 PM
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Michelle
Michelle Chunestudey Davis

 
I wish you could make my husband understand that healthy time away from each other is necessary!  If he could he'd be my shadow!
 
Posted by Michelle on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:03 PM
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♥Wildtj81♥

 
..>..>
I love your nowlive show on thrusday nights! I have yet to be on the chat because I have to listen to the rebrodcast, But love ya and wish you some good rest!

 
Posted by ♥Wildtj81♥ on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:03 PM
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&

 
i figured out why you have so many kudos it is because you have to approve all the comment but the kudos are still posted
 
Posted by & on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:04 PM
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Girl let me tell ya!! Im right there with you!! Me and My husband need out time away too!! If we don;t then we are like at each others throats.He has a "man trip" that he goes to very march in daytona for bike week and I look more forward to it then he does sometimes!!! I too have a "lady" trip and I go away every July it seems to work out great!! We are all human!! We all have our share of crazy days and I seem to have a little more than usual!!! I feel for ya babe!! Hang in there and tell your shrink I could use a little session too!! Much love from Massachusetts!!OXOXO
 
Posted by on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:04 PM
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~Melicious the Diva~
Melissa Sullivan

 
I think the spring "funk" has kicked in for alot of us...lol I know I am in the same boat.  Hope things get better.....i am sure they will
 
Posted by ~Melicious the Diva~ on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:04 PM
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..JeN..
Jen E Fer

 
here Adri i'll comment i knew have before..just so weird taking to someone i watch on TV alll the time..me and my hubby always talk about top model and how noone compares to u in these new ones!!!  and we were so excited to see u on surrel life and the marry a brady..LOVE U!...u are my fave model! love love love the pics from Famous..ok..i'll stop stucking butt, just want to let u know u got a devoted fan!..and my son loves watching u too! hahaha
 
Posted by ..JeN.. on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:04 PM
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♥ Vanessa ♥
Vanessa Hardt

 
hey where did my comment go I posted a very long comment and now its gone and thats BULLSHIT!!!!
 
Posted by ♥ Vanessa ♥ on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:04 PM
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Rayma Cakes
Rayma Cooley

 
WTF!  Wierd.  Here is a comment.
 
Posted by Rayma Cakes on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:04 PM
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»s o l o ; ; d o l o™«

 

0KAY..iLL BE Y0UR FiRST REAL C0MMENT!!!...i D0 BELiEVE THAT Y0U && THE HUBBY NEED S0ME HEALTHY TiME AWAY. LiKE Y0U SAiD...Y0U'LL HAVE THE CHANCE T0 BE MiSSED!!! AND THEN Y0U CAN HAVE.."i'VE MiSSED Y0U!" MAKE UP SEX!!! WELL THATSz MY C0MMENT AND i WiLL DEFiNTELY BE TUNiNG iN T0NiGHT!!!&hearts;


 
Posted by »s o l o ; ; d o l o™« on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:04 PM
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Mah Ritz Uh
Maritza Mar

 
wow no comments? thats strange!? People always leave you thousands of comments!! Well I just have to say that I totally understand bein away from your loved one from time to time....by bf and I try to only see each other 3 times a week so that we can miss each other....or if we get to seeing each other way too much, we spend extra time apart time with our friends so we don't drive each other crazy! If we decide to get married, we know that we both have enough friends that we can spend with when wanting some apart time. I think thats totally normal....
p.s. Severe Depression runs in my family, every single person on my Dads side has it and sometimes it ended up in death....really terrible....I get into funks from time to time its really raelly hard for me AND for my bf because he has a hard time understanding what I go through when it happens....so I know exactly what you are going through...its like an overwhelming feeling that you can't control...you just want to cry, you want to scream and you also don't want to see anyone, you want to be left alone...its can be hard to get out of it or control your thoughts when you're in it...but theres always help out there for me...I've been goin to Therapy for 3 years and damn does that shit help!! But good luck Adri, I know that things will always be up and down cause thats life for ya! But just wanted to say I know what you're going through right now
Love ya! :o)
-Maritza

 
Posted by Mah Ritz Uh on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:05 PM
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Headless Eyes™

 
 Wishing you well Adrianne. I'm in a similar place. Personally I had to cut ties with my family they were abusive but a positive note for you at least you have the means and support around you to help you get better. Take care.
 
Posted by Headless Eyes™ on March 23, 2007 - Friday - 9:06 PM
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Danielle

 
A- I know just how you are feeling! Unfortunetly alot of us, have been blessed with stress, anxiety, etc. Just clear your mind, get away, do all that you can do. Med's are also a good choice...they can be a life savor...stupid hormones/chemicals...our bodies can be such fuckers some times....Keep your head up and keep staying positive!!!
 
Posted by Danielle on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:05 PM
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♂Keℜℜi

 
I hope you get out of your funk, I can relate..Time away should really help though! Good luck and be safe on your trip!
 
Posted by ♂Keℜℜi on March 22, 2007 - Thursday - 7:05 PM
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