As you all know, it's Wednesday, and that can only mean one thing...I want you to tune into Celebrity Circus tonight at 8:30c 9:30 eastern on NBC! Chris wants me to thank all of you for all of your votes so far. Remember, you can't vote for Chris untill AFTER his act, and up to two hours after the show. You can vote by the number provided on the show, or You can vote online by email by CLICKING HERE ! You can vote up to ten times per number or email.
Now, this has been a very trying time during our relationship. My husband comes home way too exhausted to be able to tend to any needs of mine, mentally or physically. It's been almost 3 months of living with a cranky injured zombie. I have tried my best to support him in every way I can. However, there is a lot of back story to this all that people don't know about. Firstly, Chris and I agreed he would not do the Wheel of Death. It was the one apparatus that I begged him not to do. If I didn't love the guy, send him on up! There is no life insurance policy big enough to justify doing something so dangerous! ; ) Just recently, I found out Chris has been practicing it every day...and keeping it from me. I was pretty upset, hurt, and felt slightly left out of his decisions that can and DO affect us both. When Chris did his fire clown act, he kept out a lot of the details... his HUGE burns on his hands, and throwing explosives in his crotch! I was pretty hurt by that as well, only because he said he purposely didn't tell me so I wouldn't worry. I think I am a little more worried that he feels he needs to keep stuff from me! Now, last night after they filmed the show..we went out to a bar with the cast and crew. One of the crew members asked me how I felt about my husband falling out of the trapeze directly on top of his head. I responded that I didn't know how to feel about it because I was just hearing about it!!! I understand my husband doesn't want me to worry...but as his wife, I expect to know when my hubby almost breaks his neck, breaks his promises, and throws explosives on his dick! As much as I wish he would get eliminated and come home, I also want him to win. After all of this, I am still his number one fan. However, if he thinks he will keep playing the "pick and choose what I tell my wife" game...he is going to be very dissapointed when his next injury comes to him. It wont be from circus, and he most likely wont be able to preform his acts after I give it to him!!! Explosives on your cock aint got NOTHING on what I can deliver, boy! There is no I in team, and I want nothing but to be his team mate.
So, problems aside, I am so proud of my man...and hope you guys see what I see in him and vote for his ass! Hopefully, he will have plenty of time after this to make things up to me ; )
EDITED NOTE:: I just read my blog out loud to Chris and he apologized to me. He says he understands why I am so upset, and confirmed that if I did the same thing to him, he would be just as dissapointed in me. When you are single, do as you please! However, when you are married, it because a partnership. There is no "I" in team, but there certainly is a ME! He also LOVED my threat to his physical well being if he were to continue lying to me. Bitch better know I can pack the pain! ; )