Great...and Cool !!!
God bless...
winnie herloev
psss...I am looking foreward to the album though!!!
 

Dear Diddy, I just went to "TMZ" site. Ha ha. It was pretty okay cool, I guess? Lol. Guess I will check that site out often again. I saw about you, ice-t, and Isaah, nicely done. Guess I will have a Tupperware party at my home? Sometime? Had been thinking about being an "Avon" lady for a long time! My son even had been asking me about Avon? One time? When we were trying to figure out something to get for hubby for father's day. Son said, something about, that he wanted to get him "deoderant from Avon?" It was really weird for me, but then, I told him all I knew about Avon, as he wanted to know? Lol. I told him he could be an Avon man when he grew up if he wanted to? Lol. Guess I will, maybe try to see about selling Avon, I don't really, I really don't want to do it, I really don't want to have a Tupperware party either, but, I wonder if God wants me to do that? I just don't know, I didn't WANT to purchase those magazines at the Wal-Mart that I purchased, but, I purchased them, maybe I should do this other stuff too. TUPPERWARE is the BEST! So much better containers than you can purchase in stores, as they are all microwavable, dishwasher, freezer safe so you don't have to worry about burning your house down when you reheat something in microwave in the Tupperware container. Yes, I think I'd better have a Tupperware party ASAP? Get rid of all my old food containers, even though it's going to pain me to see them go, I just love all my containers that I have now, don't want to part with them! But, you are supposed to sell all you have, give the money to the poor and follow Jesus, I guess, but, it's so hard for me to part with "stuff" I really love. :) I need to pray about this dilemma of mine :) I know that I have to start having "yard" sales? I really don't wanna do that either, never have, but, it's like I know I should. I should go to my neighbors yard sales sometimes too, I know and purchase some stuff. It was so funny, the other day, my right next door neighbor had a yard sales, and I got these "beautiful" things for like .25 cents. LOL. Big glass candy bowls, and what not, the candy bowls came in very useful to hold all the darn candy I had purchased from the supermarket near my house that had all "Hershey's" big candy stuff on sale for like 10 for one dollar. I am trying so hard to get rid of that candy now! Hubby HATES that I'm bringing all this junk into our little row home, the candy almost made him lose it! Put fortunately, God gave me the candy bowls to hold them in and now, I'm just "pushing" candy onto everybody, like I'm a "candy" pusher or somethin, instead of a "drug" pusher? Right now, even, hubby is out and about running errands, he seems in good spirits, much better anyway, like he is getting his mind, body, spirit and soul together, everything, and we "seem" to be doing good (it's just that he's always like this with me, seeming to be great with me, but then the next day, like horror movie and he doesn't want me again? Scary, confusing, painful, weird.) Anyway, my son is sleeping soundly and blissfully in his bed upstairs, even though it's like 12:19 p.m. EST. He is surely sleeping in Heavenly Peace, I know I did a lot wrong over the past 26 years with my hubby, but one thing I know for SURE is that I always let my "lovers" "sleep in heavenly peace!" :) So, right now, 2 of his friends, Christian and Stephen, hee hee, sort of "new" friends, white boys are in my living room with me, and I already pushed candy on them, it's pure quiet in here, they're now just talking and hanging out with me, going through observing my house and chatting and chilling? I have a lot to tell you about what is going on as these two kids now live at a place called "Hershey Heritage" near were we live, me and my hubby used to live at Hershey Heritage, before we were married, and even when we got married, HOWEVER, when me and hubby lived there, they were called "LUXURY APARTMENTS?" It was so much different then, than it is now, about 13 or more years later, this is SO BIZARRE! Funny as HELL, but, bizarre, I guess I always did take for granted that "everything" would just stay the way it was when I met it? Lol. Can't wait till Beverly Hills become a ghetto, lol, no, just kidding, that would be hilarious though! Anyway, that's one of the reasons these two white kids interest me so much! Learning about their life, they tell me EVERYTHING, lol, about their moms, lol, and their families and what not. Ha ha ha! They are like part of my family now, though, like they are my own sons, so, that's cool, they are Tyler's little childhood friends, close to him, and close to me. They help me a lot with Tyler, keeping him happy and occupied and never alone and they seem to treat him really good. They are "showing" me a lot in the mystical realm. It's kind of fun being "nosy," guess I have always liked being "nosy" even though I never really thought I was really "nosy?" Oh, so much is going on...usually, I wouldn't tell so much on the internet, especially about other people's children, but at this time, I just feel led by God to tell all? Or at least, a lot? The one little kid, Chrisitan, I just caught singing the song lyric, "Welcome to the Jungle..." lol as he picked up Tyler's guitar, from guitar hero 3, however the tv isn't on and the vids aren't on. Stephen is just having a nice little time going through all Tyler's old video games on Tyler's vid game rack in our living room. They are just having fun talking and observing and going through stuff in my house (can't wait till they can go through my big bookshelf in my basement and look at all the books down there, lol)...and of course, they ate the candy I pusehd on them already, but I told them to be sure to brush their teeth super good tonight, with all this candy their eating or they'll get cavities, I must be like a great dentist for these kids I guess and stress to them that they must brush their crazy all the time. Lol. Oh well, I'm happy, I'm happy that my hubby seems happy, hubby seems like he is now "getting his act together," and that's cool. I'm still a "little controlling," but I was controlling when he married me, so, I don't know if I'm altogether wrong for being a controlling "bi*tch" sometimes. I will just pray for God's guidance and direction. Oh well, I was going to write a long letter to Dear Anthony today! However, when I went to TMZ site and saw that vid of you in the car with your candy and all the people around, ha ha, it made me want to write to you first. LOL! I wonder where the HELL you are right now! You should do like cartwheels, and "stuff" whem the paparazzi are following you. I have faith in you, I bet you could do good "cartwheels" like when we were kids, you would keep getting better and better and then eventually maybe be able to do flips "and stuff," who knows? I have to tell you something funny sometime about what I did in the mental health ward of our local hospital one time when my hubby threw me in there, it has to do with "cartwheels" lol...okay, I'll tell a little now...in the middle of the night, when everybody was sleeping and it was dark, I did cartwheels, lol, because i felt my body getting tight and I like wanted to stretch my body, I had FUN, learning how to do my cartwheels again, and it did loosen up my body that was getting tight from being resticted to that mental ward, I will probably even do cartwheels again sometime in the future, as it really does "loosen" your body up and it is just fun, I feel! I ALWAYS used to do cartwheels as a child, I am trying to return to my youth after all? Oh well, Peace be with you, Diddy boy, not as the world gives to you, but, as Jesus gives to you. Love you much, Your sister in our beloved Christ Jesus, Carolina from Lancasta ;)