Well, its been a hell of a month...but I think I got through it. I can't really express the gratitude I Have for yall about tomax. I'm not over it dont know that I will be, I must say 'I miss Tomax' at least one time day to anyone I talk to but somethig the things you guys said were so sweet and it really truly did help. It's amazing, I've had so many deaths of close friends a family members which were devastating but this hurts just as much and you don't think it would and
I can't expain why. I just loved him, that's all. so to sum it up. Thanks you. Especially for the rainbow poem. I really enjoyed that.
Another great things is that Lex has gotten so much better ! Yay!!
I'm so glad you have no idea.
We just went on a lil mini vacation to go see my brother, he's doing awesome, and together were working on a clothing line, wait'll it drops its SOOO Sick!
So I can't wait for Christmas, I think this going to be the start of a big year for me, that's what my manager tells me anyway. So keep up cuz I got a bunch of cool stuff comin at ya, ofcourse the appearances, as well as music! Just getting my very first dg equipment, can't wait to start messin with it, It's my christmas present to myself, I don't really buy to much stuff for me. I'm a pretty simple person, i think of some random shots floating around you can see that I dont look so fashionista most of the time hehe.

So thats why I'm, getting my own gift, I think I'd be awesome spinning, thats one thing I can say is that I have pretty good taste when it comes to music, and I can be versatile, on my myspace it's my opinion of what I like, but I can use any kind of music because I listen to everything under the sun.
So I think this week I might head down to the ring here and work out some, just for fun for now, havent been in one in a while and I feel like messin around. So I may hittin you up Amber and Yamaha! Oh I'm going back to Shannon's shop to get some new ink! YAY!
Also who ever made this pic of me I thought it was really cool, so much so that I made it default so thank you dude.

I'm sending some Christmas donattions to several different chldrens homes were to give something back during the holidays to kids who are an orphanage, so near where I grew up there is a place called Little Flower Chldrens Home and I was thinking if any of you could would like to send or donate too, you can got to www.littleflowerny.org a small gift that would be so awesome. I's a tradition I've had for years. Or you could even look into Chldrens homes near you!

So I'm wishing you guys the best of holidays, I know they can be rough at times...believe me, but try and have a great holiday, i'll be grinning my way through it, :oP
But I get to spend New Years Eve with my most beautiful boy in the world so that should be fun. I'm sure Ill [post again soon, but in case I'm working or traveling I will say Merry christmas, Happy Chanakuh no idea how to spell that so sorry, and Happy KWanza (that either) And Happy New Years all in one. Thanks for always sticking around you huys rock. Seriously.

Love The Dirty Diva
Ash
post song this guys in love with you by Mike Patton