This summer has been weird.
It all started when i fell in a ditch and boogered up my ankle in june. I then spent 2,5 months on crutches, and still haven..t recovered fully. For those of you who have heard me talk about living in this smalltown village earlier- I guess it..s easy to see that this didn..t add to my motivation of staying here, as not being able to move around too much made my boring days ten times duller.. But hey- at least i got off work and still got paid! (Norway is such a gullible country in that way.. greatest thing is they owe me vacationtime as being on sickleave during vacation doesn..t count.. so yeah!) So now that i..m back to work, i have to use up all these weeks of vacation- travelling all over the country visiting friends, going to Copenhagen.. yeah, so all in all not so bad.
I..m also crossing my fingers and toes that this whole experiance of living here soon will be over and i find work elsewhere.
Life is funny though :) even though living here has been depressing in sooo many ways.. (being broke
, being alone
, being sad
, missing out, feeling blue
, missing friends) A lot of good things have come out of it- workwise, i..ve gotten a whole lot of experience and responibilities i otherwise wouldn..t have. Selfwise (if this is a word..) I..ve learnt plenty about myself, learning to enjoy my own company.. haha, this is funny- feels like i..m saying goodbye to the place even though i..m still stuck here, and will be, untill i find another job somewhere.. Guess i just needed to let people know that it..s not ALL that bad even though i tend to bitch about it alot.
I..m happy, despite my complaints
Seriously. I..m fine
No, honestly. I..m ok!
And to top it off- i..ve made a whole bunch of FANtastic friends- none of them live here (cause as they say "noone in their right mind would acctually LIVE here"..), but via via and so on, i..ve met and fallen madly in love with so many beautiful people. Friendships that surely will last a lifetime.
That i wouldn..t have met if I hadn..t lived here.
So.. see my point?! Life always works out for the better. At least for good girls like me.