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Current mood:  contemplative Category: Friends
Hi! First I would like to say a brief word about the affliction I have. It's called Trigeminal Neuralgia. Many of you know about it already but for those who don't it is an extremely painful neurological problem that is incurable. I got it about seven years ago while I was in Virginia. It causes extremely (and I use that term loosely because it is actually worse than extremely) painful nerve pains on the right side of my face. At first it would go away for six months or four months at a time, but now it is extremely intermittent and doesn't go away for more than a week at a time and sometimes less. It renders me incapable of working so I get a pension from the Veterans Administration who, although several neurologists from the VA itself have told me it is caused by the Agent Orange I was in contact with in 1969 and 70 while serving in Viet Nam, will not admit it because it is not on their list of afflictions caused by Agent Orange. Of course the reason for that is that should they admit it they would have to pay me about three or four times the amount that they pay me now. Am I bitter about it? Damn straight. Can I do anything about it? Of course not. So, I live on practically nothing and have all I can do to survive each month. Ok, so it's happened, and there is nothing I can do about it, my pills don't work anymore so I live with it. OK! Now the reason for all of this background about my problems is because I want everyone of my friends here to understand why sometimes it takes a while for me to answer your messages and comments that you post on my page. And I wanted to let you know why and to apologize for that. I am doing the best I can and I hope you understand that. Secondly, I want to thank my daughters and my granddaughters, my stepson Jack, my son in law (the best son in law anyone could have, by the way), my daughters boyfriend, my unofficial granddaughters Lindsey and Loren, all of the friends whom I met through my wonderful daughters, like BJ (l love you dear), Nicole (love you too) and Leah (your a wonderful person), Jessica (who has always been like a daughter to me), Becky (who has also been like a daughter to me) my nephew Scott and his daughter Channy, and Courtney, whom I tutor and is like a niece to me, and her friend, as well as Dakotta, who is also like a niece to me, and one of my best friends ever, Tim Baldwin (by the way, check out his music when you have time by going to his site...great stuff), another friend's daughter, Jennifer, a very intelligent and pretty girl from California, a student at UC Santa Barbara, a couple of nice friends who I met here on myspace, Carol from Presque Isle and Andi from NH......my granddaughter Kasi's boyfriend, and I have probably forgotten someone and I apologize for that. And of course my musical friends.If not for all of you, I would be totally lost and lonely. Here I get to stay in touch with my family and all of you very nice friends. You have all been so nice to me. This is my chance to thank you all and to let you know that I think all of you are very special people.
It's a real blessing to have friends, especially for someone like me who lives alone and in pain a lot. Your support and your messages are what keep me going. Remember that. Without you all I would be like a fish with no water, a car with no gas.......so this is a thank you. It's the best I can do but it is important for me to let you know how I feel about you all. You are all angels to me, especially my two fantastic daughters who keep me going. And again, if I left someone out, I am so sorry, it wasn't intentional. I have 48 friends and my memory isn't the best so forgive me if I have forgotten any of you. Oh yes, my brother Tom, who has yet to write....hey bro, I would like to hear from you!!! All of your kind words are so nice to hear. So please never stop. I think I have the best friends that any one on myspace could have! And I certainly mean that from the bottom of my heart.... Thank you all, and may God bless and keep you all, always!
My greatest wish would be to see you all in person and thank you personally. Perhaps I will get to do that someday. I hope so anyway. And those who have taken the time to read this, thank you so much. You are truly my friends and my saviors. Love you all!
Tim
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