Well lets see I just got out of a 4 yrs relationship with a man... He said he loved me but if you love someone how can you call them names and hit on them all the time.... I don't hate him... I just wanted out so I left... I  am staying at my brothers house for now helping my sister in law cope with losing her husband... It's hard being here cause he was my only brother and I loved him so much.... and always will...  I asked him about 2 weeks b4 he passed away how he was feeling and he said he was feeling good so I said good then we can go fishing soon and then he smiled and said yes we can... and when he was getting ready to leave I told him I loved him, that was the last time I seen him alive never got to tell him bye but he knew how I felt about him... He knows that I love him and always will...... I am going to help my sister in law and the kids anyway I can.... they need all they can get.... I see my sister in law cry her eyes out every night...  It kills me cause there is nothing i can do or say to confort her...  His kids asked me one night why did god have to take my dad, and it was so hard to answer that one... I just looked at them and told them that god needed him in heaven... and that now he is one of gods precious angels and that he is always looking down on them... I feel so bad for them cause all kids need both parents in their lives... but we all know that Gary is in a better place then we are...

I LOVE YOU BUB YOU WILL ALWAYS  BE IN MY HEART AND ON MY MIND FOREVER.. ......