the other day i was looking back on how i left home.. to come to see another world.. and all i can do now is think about home.. i never realized what i did when i left to the people that loved me..i sit here and think...

what can i say all that is left is all that wasnt said.. will you get to hear what i havent been able to speak.. what can i do to show you and let you know what this feeling that resides inside of me .. i keep dreaming with you and in my memories you have left a beautiful presents when i recall all i can.. its as if you arent in my pass.. all i have to do is reach out and i can feel you across my fingertips.. its as i tasted what i wasnt suppose to and im left with a sweet sour aftertaste... all you have done for me and everything you will keep doing for me.. how can i come to repay you for everything.. im left with nothing but you always breathe life back into me.. just a little longer to have me realize what i am.. how can i speak the words i need to let you know what basks inside of me.. to share and grow

can you tell me what i need to be.. can you show me again what im meant to see with you by my side.. im left lost between a maze and shadow that has lost itself.. how can i run through this maze with the shadow that covers all that i see..are my words enuff to let you know me.. can i rip my own self open to let you have glimpse of what i doing tomyself inside since i have lost myself within this place to where i dont know where i am at any more.. i left behind so manythings that meant for me..i left behind so much pain that was left in my place.. i have lost my place..