I'm actually writting this with out an agenda or purpose. So it might/will come (ha I said come) across random and senseless.

I got laid off from work this winter. It wasn't so bad I needed some time off. and during that time I started to paint (artistically) again though I don't think I'm on to something meaningful or even good looking it is a real pleasure to push around the oils again. Even if painting Haitians is BIG pain in the ass. (update of painting coming soon) and because of that landscapes are a really nice get away from my typical paintings. Unfortunatly my apt is small and doing large scale is out of the question and I really miss that. The theaters aren't hiring scenics around here. F'N BS, theres almost 300 theaters in this city and none are hiring...conspirecy? Yes I think the city is against me. During this winter, the city knew I was unemployed(Iwas collecting after all) And the wanted there money back! How you might ask! PARKING TICKETS! Thats how. A 50 doller ticket quickly turns to 100$ ticket which quickly turns to boot (add200) and in a day your impound (+400) the insanity it causes...priceless! imagine 2 yrs of tickets. Total 1700$ ouch! and I was unemployed and theaters weren't hiring. Did I mention the ex getting married. eeeeeck! As far as I was concerned the sky was falling. Meanwhile, at the age 39 bum leg two artificial wrist my past looked as bad as my future. Not really a happy camper. I still laugh alot, humor is everywhere, ironies abound, and at least your doing well.....