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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 22
Sign: Capricorn

City: Chatham
State: New Jersey
Country: US
Signup Date: 8/13/2006
Sunday, August 19, 2007 

Current mood:  listless
A friend forwarded this to me, and I thought it was worth sharing....

This one is for the girls you can take home to mom, but won't because its easier to fuck with a whore than work on a relationship; this is for the girls who have been led on by words and kisses and touches, all of which were either only true for the moment, or never real to begin with.

This is for the girls who have allowed a guy into their head and heart and bed, only to discover that he's just not ready, he's just not over "her", he's just not looking to be tied down; this is for the girls who believe the excuses because it's easier to believe that it's not that they don't want you, it's that they don't want anyone.

This is for the girls who have had their hearts broken and their hopes dashed by someone too selfish to have cared in the first place; this is for the nights spent dissecting every word and syllable and inflection in his speech. for the nights when you've returned home alone, for the nights when you've seen him from across the room leaning a little too close, or standing a little too near, or talking a little too softly for the girl he's with to be an "old friend."

This is for the night you realized that it would never happen, and the sunrise you saw the next morning after failing to sleep. This is for the "I really like you, so let's still be friends" comment & this is for realizing that when you choose friends, you hardly choose those which make you cry yourself to sleep.

This is for the girls who have been used and abused, who have settled for what he was giving because at least he was giving something. This is for the stupidity of the nights we've believed that something was better than nothing, though his something was nothing we had ever wanted.
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