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Odd things, like a button drawer. Mean
Things, fishhooks, barbs in your hand.
But marbles too. A genius for being agreeable.
Junkyard crucifixes, voluptuous
discards. Space for knickknacks, and for
Alaska. Evidence to hang me, or to beatify.
Clues that lead nowhere, that never connected
anyway. Deliberate obfuscation, the kind
that takes genius. Chasms in character.
Loud omissions. Mornings that yawn above
a new grave. Pages you know exist
but you can't find them. Someone's terribly
inevitable life story, maybe mine. --William Stafford.

Tammara



Last Updated: 11/25/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Engaged
Age: 32
Sign: Aquarius

City: BUFFALO
State: New York
Country: US
Thursday, June 11, 2009 

Category: Writing and Poetry
Don’t know why that thing
  is on my brain again
There are certainly other things
  I have less propensity
To care for
 
There is change I save
  or stick up on cobweb clusters
The pennies I leave
  on October’s damp windows
like frostbite
 
I keep that numbing sensation
  deeply hidden
behind swaggering pendulums
  and in dark, cramped
corners
 
I lack the patience
  it requires
  to fester
 
Don’t know why that thing
  won’t give me the peace
I had when I first left it
  alone the way I should have
Like candy and other no-no’s
 
That Eleven wanders restlessly
  unwilling to give up the Quest
Her face less muddied now
  with the sins she took on
To save you
 
Justice is tempered by the
  mercy of Time
The burden of proof weighted
  by all who seek to know
The answers
 
The things I can’t tell you
  are the ones you should know
I won’t say them out loud
  but they know where to find you
Alone
 
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