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Current mood:  gloomy Category: Romance and Relationships
>>Have you ever seen someone so beautiful that you can't believe they are that beautiful?
>>Have you ever wanted someone and known that you could never have them?
>>I have that situation.
>>To warn my readers I will hit enter and ">>" at the end of all my sentences tonight.
>>The girl I want is amazing.
>>She has also had a boyfriend for the past year and a half.
>>Even if she was single I doubt she'd ever date a slouch like me.
>>I am the epitome of a bum, and I like that.
>>Her current boyfriend is more of a hobo than a bum, and I doubt he treats her how I would.
>>There are girls who derserve to have dirt kicked in thier face, ones who deserve to be rejected, but I would never to so cruel to do these things.
>>This girl, on the other hand, derserves to be treated like royalty.
>>I am sure I would never be able to live up to those sort of standards.
>>I like to treat girls sweetly, caringly, and I love to take care of them, but I am not in to do that and have nothing come back in return.
>>This girl I speak of would probably be the most mutual in caring, and loving.
>>If I had this girl I would hold onto her forever and never let her go.
>>For the past 4 or 5 months I have been her fake boyfriend, and it's been amazing.
>>She doesn't know that if it was real it would be so much better.
>>Many of my friend will say "Jesus, another drunk blog" or "Kyle needs to lay off the sauce."
>>First off, it's addiction if you can't quit, and never turn down a possiblitly.
>>Second off, it's my life, I can do what I want.
>>Third off, I am stone cold sober, I havn't drank since Saturday night.
>>I don't throw this word around lightly, but I can see myself loving this girl.
>>And in the emotional sence, not the physical.
>>While I must the the physical sence isn't bad, and with her I doubt it would be.
>>I want so much to have this girl see me as more than a friend, and for her to ditch her loser boyfriend and come to me.
>>Can they do an episode of Parental Control, but instead her friends can pick who they want her to date. and I am the only choice.
>>It all comes down to me or him.
>>Would you throw away a year and half relationship for a chance with a drunk, ugly, slowly fattening, stupid, immature, man-child?
>>I didn't think so.
>>So I shouldn't bring it up.
>>If only you could see.
>>I'll let it fester inside of me forever.
>> "I was just wondering if you'd come along
To hold up my head when my head won't hold on
I'll do the same if the same's what you want"
>>This album ephasized how I feel.
>>"Crazy, how it feels tonight. Crazy, how you make it all alright, love.Crush me, With those things you do And I'll do for you Anything, too, oh..."
>>Man this is bad.
>>I need some sleep or somthing.
>>So I can dream of being next to her.
>>Le sigh, she loves saying this to me.
>>I need to stop this blog.
>>Goodbye all.
>>"OR AM I DREAMING!?!?!?!?!"
8:20 PM
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