okay.. so im writing this to say sorry for the friends i didnt listen to who loved me and cared for me... I should have listened to what you told me but i didn't because im so damned stubborn.. but i have made a promise to myself to NEVER lower my standards and self esteem for someone EVER again.. and i won't ever make the same mistake twice b/c no matter what someone says they will do doesnt mean they will and i understand that now.. it just took me a lot of heartache and time to figure that out for myself.. and im sorry for putting you guys back burners for awhile <~~ THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN I PROMISE i love you guys very much.. and i think god for you all every night

Anyways.. just wanted to tell you that

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