So it's been a while since i last blogged anything...ive gotten into the habit of writing it all down on paper though, so no thoughts lost =] i never thought this day would ever come, but as of a week ago, i believe i have completely gotten over him. i mean, i still love him as a friend, but as a distant friend. my heart will always have a place for him, but right now...i feel like he's just another guy out there. then again, ever since Von, ive pretty much stopped putting all my hopes into a person being 'the one'. i just take what i can get and make the best of it.

lately, ive had this whole inspirational thought of not hesitating to do what i want. 'don't let the moment pass you by' and 'in order to get things you've never had, be willing to do things you've never done'

...yeah. im now with this pretty amazing guy named Adrian. he's a junior and hopes to be a producer and create video games. he loves rock and anime and im pretty grateful that i am 'the first person' that he has 'never lied to'. =]

Our first date was last night, November 15, 2008. We saw Madagascar 2 at the Rivercenter mall:

and afterward we went to McD's and laughed over the movie and random stuff to make us smile. it wasnt long after that we kissed right on top of here:

^-^ he gives me butterflies...