I just published an episode to one of my podcasts that was recorded about 4 hours after my mom died. Since she passed I sorta fell down: For the first week I probably had no more then 30 minutes of thought that dealt with anything other then dealing with the loss.. And then after that, particularly with the holidays and all.. It's just taken a while to sorta get on my feet and get cooking again.. Well now I'm sorta mid way into the process of standing up and all that.. And so I've finally gotten around to updating the podcasts.

I think this episode is kind of powerful just for its raw nakedness. One of the things I've been thinking about, in relationship to my social media ventures is.. well how do you want to present your self to the world? What do you give and what do you hold back? My spirit wants more openness then most folks would think sane.. and to some extent the picture I paint of myself is, after all, an artifice.. so you can put a little macro focus on your soul.. but how do you understand accept via context? All of which is sorta evolving in my thoughts of how to approach social media as an artist.

Anyway, so here's the episode: Episode 11: A few hours after my mom left