I've come to full terms with something's in my life. No matter how much I try to move the mountain if the mountain doesn't what to be move it wont move. Love, is something that must come naturally; it's not something that will be pushed into someone by force. I learned that. I'm human (and vampire in my head, lol.), I had feelings for someone, confused things that I should have notice from a start that I should not had had. But being misled by blinded emotions not only did I hurt myself I hurt the other person. I'm still growing and as and in this journey I am bound to make my mistakes, and a few I already began. But to that person, and you know who you are, I want to say sorry from the bottom of my heart, I will see you as my friend, no matter what…sides you are my Purple Cow. ^_^.  Love, it must be something that chooses the person, the person does not chose it. Maybe mines haven't arrived yet, maybe it never will, who knows. But at the moment all I can say it's that I must wait and be patient…

                                Xo Xo ~ Jose.