Chinese New Year is coming woohoo!So basically what my mum wanted to have is a steamboat & barbeque at home and invite many guests.She kept on asking me to keep my saturday free and i actually thought that the steamboat & bbq will be on Sat(Feb 16).So, i had to go on church on a thursday for a special Chinese New Year Service, and suddenly...all hell broke lose...she started complaining that no one will help her to buy stuff and that i am not helping her in the housework...(Excuse me mum....every single day when you come home to see the floor swept and rooms clean....u think its a ghost?).And i was seriously thinking of cancelling service on that day, as i said i tot that the party was on Saturday and thats why i was thinking that she was behaving in this way.Today is Friday and i woke up to get details on stores and yesterday even before i went to church i went to 4 different Retail Outlets to check out prices of Steamboat equipment and food.She keep her sarcastic attitude today, when i called her and asked her whether i should go and buy some stuff or that i can meet her at a Shopping Centre at 6pm, she said...why not you just go for your prayer meeting or something...sure you have something to do today also right.(Excuse me again me mum, i already told you about the service two weeks before it even happened, so whats up with this sarcastic attitude...its not like i nvr told u...i kept reminding you in fact).She was using the Thursday Service against me.Today i asked her whether i can prepare the seafood for her, then the 'revelation' came...she asked me why.I told her since we are having the party tomorrow, should we not start preparing? She was like....when did i ever tell you it was this Saturday...man...was i flabbergasted!(Mum, then why did you keep on harping on Saturday and that i had to keep it free, and that i had to actually nearly skip church to buy groceries when the party was the next week MONDAY!?!?!)

I felt used, she tot she was having it bad...surprisingly , she never tot of the emotional worries i went through.I actually thought that i must skip service as my mum needs me.She wants me go to a relatives place on Saturday!...i am like....WTH...

What the heck is up with that Sarcasm and sulky attitude....I rush here and there for you, i make plans and cancel appointments for you...and you still have the fed-up, no one cares abt me attitude....seriously i am fed-up too.I feel used, by my own mother....ina way manipulated...today i woke up with plans of cleaning up the house(the whole house) b4 you came since the party is on a supposed Saturday...and when i just realised that u misled me with incorrect information and still have that stupid attitude ....

I have nothing more to say, you have hurt me much....i did all for you....you never in a moment tot abt me and my feelings....and thanks...i might just not turn up on monday....and hope the ghost turns up to clean the house for u :)