Now, this is my theory, I own it alone... and to my best knowledge do not know if anyone else has ever written anything similar as I have not researched it.. but this is mine and I wrote this down and wanted to share it.

Please read:  Rhonda's Theory...

The other day while I was in the library at Oxnard college working on some math problems I came up suddenly with a theory... (my abstract speculation) on life... and love.

I was doing Linear equations... which for some reason always seem to spark my deeper thoughts, as do quadratic equations (since I totally love math) and for now these are the 'hardest' math bits I'm working on.... so, ok anyways....

Here I was working on these problems, understanding the concepts and I looked down at my wrist... and suddenly I saw my wrist with different eyes... like the eyes of a lover... looking down at my own hands... admiring them, loving them, and I began to get these thoughts..... I wanted to pass them on to you....

It came to me like an epiphany, out of the blue... a wonderment... an idea....

What if, we are the reincarnation of the one person we loved with all of our hearts in our last life? What if YOU are the person you loved deeply in your previous life? And, here you are reincarnated as that person... ? Then, wouldn't it be that our whole goal in this lifetime is to learn to love ourselves as much as we loved US in our last lifetime? Do you follow what I am saying? You were in love with yourself in your last life... and now, you live your life as that person you just loved with all of your heart?

I hope this theory is sinking in....? Then, if we realized this....would we then become able to love ourselves that deeply, more than we love anyone else, because we would know we are the living recreation of that one person we loved with all of our hearts? Would we then ever go feeling unloved again?

I know it's a stretch to imagine.... we have to put ourselves into the shoes of the opposite sex, and imagine being madly in love with us.....