my dad is thousands of miles away.
and hearing his voice after so long...
it hurts so much.
i wish he would have tried to been closer to me.
i wish he could have stayed here.
i can't keep trying to be tough.
and i can't be the head of the house anymore.
im twenty years old.
i can't keep working two or three jobs to pay for the bills.
i can't let my health deteriorate on accounts of my parent's ignorance.
i shouldn't feel like a mother and a father, and a breadwinner.
i can't play these parts any longer....