I'm going into my second year of college and it still feels like i'm in high school. My first year in college aka NOVA ha I learned that not many people change. But I did meet a lot of people this year, kept a lot of friends and became better friends with people.

I tend to always make friends easily but damn college is different. Everyone there is so stuck up and needy still. All the girls are preppy, stupid, magic, animae kids. So when i'm in the lobby waiting for class to start I tend to blast my metal as loud as I can. And I get the weirdest looks ha. People are scared shitless of me. In highschool people saw me as this awesome metal head chick cause I was different now i'm just the oddball. Ha but I don't care I will never change!! muahahah! I love being who I am. Who cares if I don't blend right in with the damn preps gah.

My first semester went well and I did pretty freaking amazing came out on top and rulled the damn English courses ha ha! But I still had issues with math :0/ I've always been bad at math there is no point! ha its just me. Oks so I can add, subtract, divide, and multiply. I'm pretty sure that I won't be using the pythrageom therom in real life. Ha with my luck I will probably end up using it for some stupid thing ha. But other than that I loved it. Second semester not so well, I got really sick again with my pleurisy and had to miss a lot of school cause I was in and out of the hospital and ended up failing my english course :0/ It kind of sucked. But I did pass my business course and math course.

During my first semester I didn't really meet anyone new cause people were still getting used my extreme looks ha. Second semester I met a lot of people ha mostly guys. Hrm lets see Caleb, Dante, Nick D, Tony, Chris K, Bosko, Cody, Ian, Dan, Matt, Cory, Justin B, Justin K, Mike K, Mike V, Mike M, Kelly, Tanner, stephen, astrid, diane, nancine, linda, adrienne, janet, etc.. ha they are all freaking awesome. A few of them have become my concert buddies ha. And some are in bands so I just go see them perform a lot. Some I work with and make work so much freaking better I swear. And others are just there randomly ha.

Lets see hrm then I actually became better friends with certain people like Hannah (who is now like my best friend she is pretty amazing), Hallie (same as hannah), Melissa, Mike P, Elyse (she is almost like my sister ha we do fight),  Karin, Jennifer R, Olivia D, Lizzie DHrm thats really about it ha. We've all been friends for awhile but this year we really bonded ha.

Gah then the ones that are still here. Like Kelly C, Megan W, Megan L, Johnny, Hayley,  Chrissy, Emily (pj), Sam A, Alex I, Cheryl and yea.


This year I almost experienced a life changing event. My mother almost died because of stress related issues. So for awhile we had to live with my grandparents who are catholic nazis. You cannot force a religion upon someone and expect them to follow. I have to find it on my terms not your's. I realized that I am ready for my independence, after being held hostage in their house for about two months. We couldn't do anything. And my mom snapped at them like twice for being so mean to us. But now she is all good and kicking it old school yo! ha..

Now i'm just going to school, working my ass off, and singing random songs to get me day by day. Each day holds something new either it be bad or good. All you have to do is take it and run. Learn from the mistakes you made and hope the cops don't catch you :0p

peace

annie