I have come to know a few things in this short lived life.
People come and go. Places come and go. Some people make huge impacts on your life and are there for years and years and then gone, feelings hurt, communication blocked, ego's inflated, gone.  I miss some of these people in my life but wonder if it's best just to keep moving forward knowing that they served their purpose and now have moved onto other places, other people, other lives to live.  I am constantly intrigued and amazed through my interactions with others.  I trust that each one has something to show me along the way but I have a hard time letting go, even to people who don't serve my best interests.  Harmful toxic people. I believe that everyone has a good heart and deserves love. I am coming to the realization that the love doesn't always have to come from me.  I'm learning that love is fluid, moving to and from different people and different places. I'm learning that not all experiences seem positive at the time but end up being something I needed in the long run.  I am learning that it's OK to mourn past relationships and it's also OK to let them go forever.  I am learning.