Grrrrrrr, I've been in Texas 33 days and counting and I hate it here. No one walks around cuz its too hot.  Plus there aren't any sidewalks to walk on.  You have to have a car to get where you need to go cuz there aren't any buses or trains, not where I live anyway.  This whole place is commercial.  There are nothing but stores and fast food joints surrounding me.  Most people here have huge tops and skinny bottoms.  Very unproportioned. The houses are huge, thats the only plus.  There aren't any blocks, everywhere you go you wind up right back where you started.  This whole place is a circle.  I was upset today and lonely, missing my friends and I took a long drive hoping to get lost, hoping to see the familiartiy of a park, pond, or river.  So its dark and Im driving and I see a pretty decent sized pond on a coldesack with a beautifully lit fountain of water in the middle of the pond.  So there are house around it and Im thinkin "Yes, finally I can feel like im home a bit"  In jersey I lived behind the Rahway river so whenever I was stressed I would go in the back, filled with trees grass and ducks and of course the river, and just listen to it flow.  Or I would go to Rahway River Park and sit on the bench and look at the pond during the day or go at night and watch the reflection of the stars on the pond.  So here I am ecstatic I found something and what does it say on a huge sign, PRIVATE PROPERTY, NO TRESPASSING.  U can imagine how pissed I was.  Out here people are so rich they own their own shyt.  Just my luck.  I wish I could go back home to Jersey.  This place is for older married couples, not for me.  I am a city girl and will be for the rest of my life!

P.S. I cant walk up the block to the corner store cuz the HAVE NONE!!!!!!!!!!!!