Just sitting here thinking to myself just how realistic my goal is at this moment.  I have been doing a lot of research and a lot of writing...getting some of my immediate thoughts on paper...however, there is so much honest work in writing a book---especially when it involves people who have attained somewhat celebrity status.  I do believe, however, that the band that I am writing the book on---Better Than Ezra---are very deserving of a tribute work.

Though I just began this project a little over two months ago, I have achieved somewhat of a beginner's sprint with it; however, I don't know for sure if I am going to be able to accomplish the deadline that I have imposed upon myself . What has led to some of this doubt is the inability to recruit the fans of Better Than Ezra to take part in the book.  Although the idea is a tribute to Better Than Ezra, I want the fans to also be a part of this tribute volume---to be able to tell the band (not just show them by attending the live shows) just what they mean to the "common" person.  I am also a little stymied by the legalities of the work:  I need to know that I won't be sued for quoting the band, their lyrics, or reproducing their images in conjunction with my book.  Though I have sent off letters to Better Than Ezra's members and their management team....I am still awaiting a reply .  I know that they are probably extremely busy people, so, all I can be is very patient at this point.

Plus, there's the idea of publishing: after my manuscript is complete...do I attempt to publish the book on my own, or, should I attempt to sell it to a larger publishing company?   I want to retain creative control over my work, yet, I want to make sure that my work reaches the masses!!!!

Talk about confusion....well, I guess I will just have to sleep on my confusion for at least one more night.  Maybe I will have a better feeling of everything in the morning!