Baby, I love you too much to not be with you. You make me happy, you treat me right most the time, we both have issues over things. Me with you drinking, no matter how much, no matter how little, I just fear I could lose you, you say I wont but still I don't know what goes on there. You fear guys, you try so hard to trust me but I see it in your eyes you don't. I ain't gonna lie it hurts more than anything, that after ten months you still don't completely. I ain't gonna lie I'm pretty sure the girls you dated were all sluts and when you gonna realize I ain't nothin' like that. I've always been true to you since you asked me to be your girl. It's gonna stay that way till we break up or one of us dies. I have never given you reason to not trust that but I understand it's your past. I will be here for you no matter what, thick or thin. I'm here. Like I said I love you baby and if I didn't have you I'd have nothing. My past is nothing to me, those guys are nothing to me, I don't miss any one of them, I only wanna be with you and no one can change that. I just hope you realize that some day soon. You haven't been a fuck up, just worried. It's understandable.