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Ron Crutcher


Last Updated: 1/6/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 35
Sign: Capricorn

City: Portland
State: Oregon
Country: US
Signup Date: 8/29/2006

Who Gives Kudos:

Renee (2)
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CCIT1999 (1)
Sunday, October 26, 2008 

Current mood:  determined
Category: Life
I want you to know, should you read this, that even through all the anger, sadness, bewilderment, hardship and shame that I can still find it within myself to thank you because everything you throw my way only serves to give my life greater purpose and validate my strengths. Apparently, I have a tendency to learn things the hard way. The hardest part is yet to come. This song is for you.



Just because I'm losing
Doesn't mean I'm lost
Doesn't mean I'll stop
Doesn't mean I'm in a cross

Just because I'm hurting
Doesn't mean I'm hurt
Doesn't mean I didn't get what I deserve
No better and no worse

I just got lost
Every river that I've tried to cross
And every door I ever tried was locked
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off...

You might be a big fish
In a little pond
Doesn't mean you've won
'Cause along may come
A bigger one

And you'll be lost
Every river that you try to cross
Every gun you ever held went off
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the firing stops
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off

Just because I'm losing
Doesn't mean I'm lost...


Currently listening:
Viva La Vida
By Coldplay
Release date: 2008-06-17
1:50 PM
 
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Renee
renee hickman

 
Love ya!!!!!!!!!!!
 
Posted by Renee on Sunday, October 26, 2008 - 7:51 AM
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Ron
Ron Crutcher

 
Thanks, Renee. I love you too and am excited to see you next month!
 
Posted by Ron on Sunday, October 26, 2008 - 9:00 PM
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Ron
Ron Crutcher

 
Thanks, Lisa. You are very wise. I used to get inflamed and anxious when I'd receive some sort of negative attention from "you know who". But I've quickly realized that the basis for much of his meddling, grandstanding and self righteousness is deeply rooted in his own denial, guilt, and his uncontrollable urge to try to make himself look good by trying to make me look bad. It might have had an impact initially, but the final result has actually been a good one for me because with every single outburst or interjection he makes, he reveals his true self. Ultimately, it says more about him than it does me. I think he will always be his own worst enemy.

I love you, tons!
 
Posted by Ron on Sunday, October 26, 2008 - 9:11 PM
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ryan

 
I don't really understand what this song has to do with me. Is it because he's married to Gwennie Paltrow and she and I are so similar? With our elegant long limbs and glistening blonde locks? Is that what you meant? I mean is it?
 
Posted by ryan on Sunday, October 26, 2008 - 9:51 PM
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CCIT1999

 
Everything in life is a lesson my friend. It has been said that we choose our lifes path before we come to this place, which includes all the hardships, and those hardships our the lessons that we must overcome on our Journey thru life. Dont ever let someone bring you, those that hurt you are just bumps in the road. Way to keep your head up!!!!
 
Posted by CCIT1999 on Sunday, October 26, 2008 - 10:42 PM
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