spiraling into obivion,
fade away,
to the black,
unknown to mindless?
nothing can truly be real,
unless im dreaming,
wake up,
hit me in the face,
nothing more than screams,
staring in my face,
is a death,
that i cannot escape,
freezing me in place,
show it inside you,
controlling the uselessness of my life,
indeed no surprise,
days go by,
and i die,
slowly,
inside,
a world of hurt,
nothing alive,
breaking falling to the darkness of which i came,
from demons,
rising,
above it all,
from deep inside my cold heart,
i freeze to htink,
 about life,
taking,
a hold of my soul,
dissappear,
into the obvlivious space,


darkened state,
fucking takeing me back,
to where im from,
the demon,
inside us,
feeds on greed,
no more,
no more...



knives taken my breathe away,
everything fades away,
as nothingness takes ahold of me,
and everything seems to dissappear,
no longer ahold or control,
 of my body,
trapped inside my wake,
despair?
no,
just another day of lifeless,
thoughts,
final say,
spawn crosses bleeding,
inside of me,
feel the torture,
feel the bleed,
caress my guts,
across laid plains,
hunting,
my hunted bretheren,
teeth sinking farther and farther into this unbleak,
disgrace to humanity,
sewn to my feeds,
i am the greed,
which feeds no need,
inside a life where we plead,
for nothing more than a lonley death,
please help me,
no more no more....

texas deathride...