Dear History Channel,

Please stop playing this dreadful 2012 crap. If the end of the world was actually nigh in three years I think all of us would not be wasting our time watching television.

Love,
Rowan

Ya know a person can only hear so much about these people fighting with these other people. And about how these two who are dating don't get along so we should have opinions about them. I am sick of having opinions about other people. I would like to say outloud now:

IF IT IS NOT YOUR YAK THEN KEEP YOUR NOSE OUT OF IT! KEEP YOUR OPINIONS TO YOURSELVES! YOU DON'T KNOW WHO YOU MIGHT HURT!

With that said I would like to also take that in affect for myself. So no longer would I like to discuss my opinions on any of the bullshit floating about that does not directly concern me. Also I am done giving advice to people who do not listen and just go back to doing what they were before. So don't ask because I just don't care anymore.

Also if you have a guilty conscience and attack some one for something that you have done then stop being a fucking hypocrite. It makes you look like shit.

It's like I tell my cat when he's bad, "Stop it before I don't love you anymore!"

Vel and I are moving to Southern Ohio again. While I was wont to go before this time I'm glad. Because then I won't be stuck in the turmoil of hearing people talk about each other and hurt each other. Don't kid yourselves. We all are still talking shit about each other. (note: i am including myself there.) I've tried to just keep quiet about this shit storm but I can't anymore.

I do not need this. This is not my vision of Dagorhir. We can have meetings and talk about things until we're blue in the face. But how can you beg for change and then not do anything yourself. It appalls me. I just deleted 11 people off my friends list. Half of them I dunno who they were. Just because we have Dagorhir in common doesn't mean we should be friends. Odds are I won't even like you anyways. I'm just as picky about my friends as I am my vegetables. If you are not corn or potatoes then I won't like you.

With all of this said I hope that my time away will change my opinion of this sinking ship cuz I'm done tossing out life preservers to people who will sooner put a safety pin in them than save theirselves.