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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 22
Sign: Leo

City: Brigus
State: Newfoundland
Country: CA
Signup Date: 8/30/2006
Wednesday, November 15, 2006 

Current mood:  disappointed
        Brigus has got to be one of the most somnolent towns on the face of the earth. Now that it's Autumn, everything is dying and it leaves this eerie feeling hanging in the air. Work is after getting extremely boring also. And, I now regret not going back to school earlier than this upcoming September. Life is so very different without school. More than ever now I realize that time goes by so quickly and everyone changes...hearts change...that is just the way life is. I can never find anything to write about. It seems I always have these longings to write but the words just don't describe what I feel any longer. Its so different for me to go so long  without writing, I feel constricted...if thats what you call it. I just feel like my world is spinning out of control and that I am too weak or to slow to see life pass me by or even grasp it by the throat. So here I am, sitting at a local library, with nearly a dozen kids playing around me and on my nerves, and it just feels so wrong for me to still be here. So, when September comes, I will not be reluctant to leave. I always expected something more out of my life at this point...but it just hasn't decided to happen quite yet. Time decides everything, even chooses the pathes for you to follow throughout you're life. Well, I guess it's time for me to releive myself of this self pity and in doing so end this blog...haha.
5:17 PM
 
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