Who knows why, but recently... things have been, weird. Im not me. Im sick of it. No one knows except for me and its killing me slowly. Ive listened to this song again and again and again, just because it puts the way I feel in words. Theres a difference from dying, and dying on the inside. The second one is way worse. The first one comes and you face it. The second one will eat your soul, your mind, your life, all from behind closed doors. It takes you over, you do things, that arnt based on what or who you are. I gotta get out of this hole Im in, but I have no idea how. Now listen to my song...

It's too late the time has come
I've kept this inside me for way too long
Silence will leave me cold
Lost on a highway that never takes me home

I want to step aside
I want to give it up
Before I lose it all
It's tearing me inside
The way you break me down

Oh there will come a time
When I will come undone
And you will let me fall
I'll leave it all behind
Before you break me down

The weight of a thousand lies
Promises broken haunt me all the time
You say that you're sure to change
But that black heart reveals that
You'll always stay the same

I realize
Forgiveness
Is calling
It's calling

I've denied
The reason
I'm falling
I'm falling

So let go