Well I been thinkin lately about how things are and it is krazy to me. I mean I'm really proud of how things have changed. If you know me yu know how much Ive changed in the past year. The most biggest change is my weight.

I mean I used to be really over weight, I think my highest weight at once was 198 pounds. I really tried hard exrcising and dieting, drinking nothing but water and working out to change the way I looked. I never would've seen my self looking this way last year. I'm actually abe to see my abs and in a month or two I'ma gonna have a six pack. To me Thatz crazy. If you wouldve told me a year ago that in a year I was gonna have a six pack I would've looked at yu iked yu were crazy.

To have been able to get great friend and really have things go well really makes me happy. As some of you know I was supposed to move to Mexico but I convinced my parents not to make us move and they bought a house. Well we're working on that house right now and its going great.

There's only one thing that has been irking me lately and I'm tryin to get past it. Its crazy how a girl could just catch yur eye and make yu blind to other women out there.

Ive gotten with girls since I've met her, but they really didn't mean anything to me. One thing that I never wanna be is one of those guys holding out for something thats never gonna come. To me that shit is fuckin sad and just pathetic and I'm never gonna be one of those guys.

Maybe I'm stupid for tryin so hard for this, but hey I'm persistent and .... idk but I'm tryin, I'm tryin t accept this for what it is and I'm glad there's people out there, my friends who help me and even though I might not take your advice about this situation, I'm glad you try to help - Pablo

I'm always looking towads the future and I know everything happens for a reason. I'm me and I may do stupid things, pero sabes que... This just me and I'm always gonna protect my family, those who I care about, do my best in life and hopefully not mess up.