I am so frustrated right now!  They said his headstone would be placed April 15th or thereabouts...its now May 6th and they tore up the picture they were using for the portrait on the stone and the lady has to redraw it or something!UUUGGGGHHHH!!  C' MON!!!  i MISS HIM SO MUCH and i cant even see his stone !  i wish he were here so bad.  Prom night just about killed me.  Everyone was so beautiful especially lacey, he would be so proud, she made his daddy cry!  It was so hard to watch them all and tell they knew he was missing, well some of them...it was just palpable in the air almost.  Even though we know hes gone and has been for five months now, certain things you just can't understand why hes not there, and it starts all over again!  Graduation will be even harder...I don't know if I will make it through it...but I have too.   I miss my baby boy....