Well, its football season, and we are totally not feelin it right now.  Last year, we all started staying home on Sundays and watching football together.  We had pools each week to see who would take all the money!  It was incredible to share that with my son.  Just chillin at home and catchin the games!!  Then he wasn't here for the Superbowl, and things just changed.  Totally. sigh. I say that like it was Football that was so important!!  You know it was not.  We had a superbowl party and I didn't even watch that game.  I was so busy, trying to spend time with all the people who came to celebrate football and Frankie and getting SMASHED, that I missed it.  So what?  It didn't matter.  What mattered was that he wasn't here to share it with me.  We always loved football, even though we didnt get particularly INTO it til this past year.  Frankies favorite team is the Packers, for better or worse, always.  Mine too.  Though I really like the Steelers , and Frankie got me likin the Seahawks.  I hope that this year, we can watch the games and think about him, without hating it, I really do, those were some great times.  Big, Frankie, Jeremy, Lacey, and me.  We had a blast.  Hopefully if Big gets his settlement, we are going to take Jeremy, and go to Lambeau for a game.  Just the three of us (well four-Frankie will always be with us!).  It was a dream to take Frankie and Jeremy to a home game at Lambeau, maybe we'll get there soon, though it won't be the same.  I dont even know what SAME is anymore.  i miss you baby boy, lets get some for the PACK!!  love you forever...