For my son, Travon Rodriquez Antonio Lindsey, my middle child and only son.  There are now words I can use to describe how I feel right now.  My heart aches but it is filled with joy at the same time.  Happy to know you are looking down upon me, Nica and Alexandria.  Helping me with chores, cooking and being my protector in everyway.  I will never forget your smile that brightened my day.  There were good times and there were bad ones.  Despite the differences you still were human just being a typical boy doing what children do.  On the day of June 21, 2008 I saw.  You were so happy and you told me you loved me.  I didn't respond.  I never thought that it was the last time.  I would see you or hear those words, Mommy, Mommy again.  That night when I got the call I was crushed but days prior to the accident I knew something was about to happen.  I felt the presence of your spirits in your room.  When the doctor approached me and told me you would not make it all I could do was cry and ask "Why?"  But, my son, I know God does not make mistakes and he has called you home for a purpose. He needs you to help him complete a mission.  So Tray go ahead now and rest in peace, take care of yourself and I will see that beautiful smile again.  I know that I am weeping now and it is going to be rough; but I will treasure the good memories and never ever let you go.  By the way, thanks for sending me a sign that you love me and will never leave me.  Now you have your angels watching over you.

I love you always and forever

Your mother (mommy mommy)

Deonya Tiilman