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Treena Bock


Last Updated: 11/16/2009

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Age: 20
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City: NEW BLOOMFIELD
State: Missouri
Country: US
Signup Date: 3/5/2005

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Thursday, January 15, 2009 
So I don't know what it was, but Saturday at Chris's party something happened to me. I had a... change of heart? or sudden realization... or something. I don't know what it was. All I know is that I'm over the past. I'm over conflicts that I had with people. I'm over things I heard that people were saying. I'm just over all the shit in life.
I just want to be happy and live life. I want to love everyone around me.
I guess it started with talking to Kelsey again. We had some really good talks Saturday after not talking for months. I just realized that I missed her being in my life. I love her to death!
Then Alan, Chris, and I talked. They thought that I hated them. I thought that they thought that I thought I was too good for them. If that makes sense. That was all just bullshit and I'm over it. Rumors mess people up. I'm just not going to listen to them anymore. I love both of those guys. Fuck the past. I just want to hang out and have fun with them!
Now Pam. We had issues in the past. I didn't like her was the issue.lol Dumb. I'm fucking over it! I want to stop being a bitch to people because I think everyone should be accepted for who they are. Everyone deserves love and I want to be a love giver. haha I'm glad Pam and I are cool now.
I still have one obstacle to tackle. Bree. Haven't had a talk yet so I'm not going to say it all now.
I am seriously going to try my fucking hardest to be the person I want to be. I want to be the person that loves everyone. Stop being bitter. Love life. I want to be fucking happy!!!! And I am. This past week has been fantastic because I stopped being a lazy emo bum around my house, I got out and had fun. I forgot all the past problems. It feels really nice.
So I'm sorry to anyone in my past that I was a bitch to.
9:10 PM
 
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Em Nig Shyamalan

 
That's awesome.

 
Posted by Em Nig Shyamalan on Friday, January 23, 2009 - 5:53 AM
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Brit

 
it's not okay. i'm still not over it.

 
Posted by Brit on Friday, January 30, 2009 - 5:13 AM
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[ P A M E L A ]

 
Awww! You wrote this in January.. it is now April.... I am just now reading it.... wow. I had no idea you wrote this! Silly me.
:(



And for the record I am glad we are getting along too! Although we haven't seen in each other in quite a few weeks.. Alicia said you were up this weekend. And she told me about how her and TaLiea went to CG to see you.. that musta been lots of fun!! :)



Well, anywho school is gonna be over in about 4 weeks!! So I probably see you a little more often then! :D
 
Posted by [ P A M E L A ] on Monday, April 13, 2009 - 6:25 AM
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