Do you ever wonder what you do to me?
 How you make me feel?
  How much hate and hurt you placed on my life
   Did you ever think of how you fucked with my head?
    You make me hate myself and you, wish for death and hurt.
       Because of what you've done I can trust no one, or let them in
        Do you know what it feels like to lie and put on that mask when behind it your crumbling.
          How each second you want to scream or cry or just end it all.
           Have you ever considered how many times I have almost taken a way out?
             But each time I stop because of you too.
               Do yo know much I hate you for making me love you. 
                I wish I could end it all but each time the thought of how it would hurt you stops me and I hate you for it.
                  Did you know I am never happy, each day is a fresh wound, a new injury.           I am barely walking with all this . 
                      Just thought you should know that I can't play the part much longer and my grip is slipping.
                       Just thought you should know that I'm trying to swim but your pouring the water into my lungs.
                         Just thought you should know........I'm Sorry