On a tight rope
leaning either way
and I kno which ever way i fall it's no going back
No regrets
No disappointment
Just deal
and move on
Who can pay for my mistakes
No matter who
I am the only 1 who will have to answer
And no matter which way
It will never go away
And ill always remember
left or right on the cross roads
and will I be able to deal
I wont kno till I fall
I just hope the fall wont kill me....
I think of u
I see your face and smile
but what is real and what is fake
I cant figure out your poker face
when I see you I want a hug
and when you are close I want a kiss
when I don't see you I wonder if im 1 u miss
or am i one you just think of if i cross ur path
I think of u
I think why I like u so much
enough to be there and listen
listen to you go on and on about yourself
and half the time when I talk I don't think you even listen
content to have me bask in your light
it's so funny
Gosh how could I stand some1 so cocky
Even tho I cant see
I cant still so a future of you and me
but i kno thats a fantasy
which is strange cause it's not like that is what im dreaming
I just take you 1 day at a time
and every day it's something new and it's a surprise
Like wow you called
or wow you miss me too
or wow you smiled when you saw me
then im like but wait doesnt he smile when he sees everybody?
then it's like why when he is bored he calls me
Am I his entertainment, the only thing he may see
When you go everywhere with every1 else y would u go anywhere with me.
Im so content
and unsatisfied at the same time
I want so badly to read your mind
So you could just tell me whats up
give me a hint
Sometimes im so close to sayin bye to you and all of it
To be so unsure and confused all the time
I want so badly to read your mind
I see you and me
then I see me and nobody
I know that you have analyzed me
so do I pass
good enough for a while or for a little while
do I need to just leave?