INSTRUCTIONS:
delete these ten statements,
and write your own ten statements,
intended to different people.
never tell which one is to who
things you've always wanted to tell people

1. You were the best thing to ever happen to me, but you were also the worst thing to happen to me. We could have had a life together. We could have made things as perfect as imperfect beings can make. I suffered so much because of you. I've been through such unbelievable torment, and you're the one to blame. All because of that stupid act. Because you were too damned stupid to see how much I cared. But the strangest thing is, I can't stop loving you. I know I will forever.

2. You were the mother I never really had. You kept me alive. If it wasn't for what you had told me, I'm sure I would have killed myself. I just wish I could have done the same for you. Why'd you have to be so headstrong? Destiny is never layed out for you, you make it as you go.

3. Bro, you were great. You saved my ass a share of times. If you hadn't taught me what you had. I would have been dead back there with you. I wish that I could have saved you. But more than that, I wish we hadn't all decided to do what we had done. If we hadn't done all that, maybe we'd all be alive.

4. We don't talk anymore. Our little mutual agreement since I've changed right? I don't know why we stopped talking, but I'm sure it's for the better. So here's what I've got to say. What we did, might have been different in eachother's eyes. But to me, it was escape from the pain. I don't know how you really felt about it all, but thank you.

5. You're a bitch. Plain and simple. You tried to destroy my life, what I had. You made me do things, you knew I didn't want to do. You made me betray her. I hope you're having a horrible life you whore.

6. I told you to stay away from that shit. You were the one who got me out of there. If you hadn't pulled me out, my face would have been all over the news. I would have been dead the next day. Guess your own "escape" was your downfall.

7. I hate you so much. You always told me I was horrible, I wasn't good enough, that I was a peice of shit. Why didn't you love me? I wasn't the one who made you live your life the way you had. I was just born into the shitfest you created. Thanks for making everything worse. But because of who you are, I still care about you.

8. You peice of shit. I hate you with an undying passion. I loved her, and every word you said about her was bullshit. She still had feelings for you, and I don't know why. You should be thankful for that. The only reason you aren't in a ditch, is because she told me not to touch you.

9. We had something special, even if it only lasted a short while. You were a great girl. That night we had, was the best I'd had in a long time. I'm just sorry I destroyed it like I did. I'm sorry I hurt you. I was just too blinded by my own pain at the time. I wish we could make things different.

10. I don't know why we quit talking. I guess we just faded apart. We used to be tight. I know I was having problems, and right after, you started having troubles too. But I was there for you, just like you were there for me. I reached my hand out so many times. But you just ignored it. If you read this, I doubt you'll know who I'm talking about, but if you do, I want you to know, my hand is still here for you.

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All of these, are final things, that I never really got to say to people.
If people are alive, and they  listen to me, I'll tell them exactly what I think of them, and say what I want.
All the people here, are either dead, or aren't listening.
If you want to guess who everyone is, give it a shot.
You have to know a lot about my past though, which none of you really do.