Well I am no longer confused about who I should or shouldn't love.  The one that doesn't know what he wants still doesn't know what he wants.  You would think that after losing his sister and the child I had been pregnant with he would know that life is too short to play around with.  You never know what is going to happen.  Hell, I might get hit by a bus tomorrow(knock on wood).  And the other guy cares very deeply for me, but because of other situations we can't be together.  So to make a long story short, I can't have either of them.  Anyone know any emotionally available guys that are single and not gay, cause I am looking.  Or maybe I shouldn't even bother.