ok so I am going to Missouri for new years to meet Josh's mom, and I have to Fly. My dilemma is that I have never been on a plane before and im quite scarred and it sux because I have to fly by myself. Josh will already be there and I am flying on my own. I guess its not that big of a deal but it is scary to think about. Also I'm nervous and anxious to meet his mom, I have talked to her and she seems like the sweetest women on earth, but first impressions are the ones that stick and I don't want to screw it up because he doesn't get to see her that often. I guess I don't want to mess this relationship up, because our families are important to us and that’s what counts! Ok so im totally off subject now but that’s cool, only awesome people like you read my blogs! LOL. If life got any more monotonous than this I'd go join the circus! So yea... if you want to, say a lil prayer for me to help me cope, and if you need me to pray for you too, then too bad....just kidding! Give me a holla and I'll be glad to pray for you as long as you want me too...