(Hunger) sometimes i just want to run out the revolving door and scream to keep from hiding..scream to show i'm still here and that i want to leave...i can't help but want MORE...

(Air)...i don't know why but i feel a sense of isolation wherever i go..no matter what i do..it seems it's always me looking in on a table full of laughter..missing pieces..screwed up hearts..whatever....i can't breathe here or there...

(Mountains)..where is my home?

(Dirt)....i'm back in new jersey..yipee..hooray...take that new york and your glamorous starving underground..see ya later brooklyn........ah brooklyn, if i was in your arms now folding, would you know that i was dying?...

(Trees)...so here i am, back to where my life's second season began. back with the people and places that i never let be enough before and hope to let in again..the commotion in my head stampedes me through daily and leaves with a silence for everyone else to face..here i am....learning to grow...

(The Hunt).....i always look like the fucking villain..always the one with something off..and maybe it is this idea of me..something wrong..my bloody cape swooping down to capture my own game lost..i just don't want to run away or stay anymore..why can't i just split myself in two and do both..meet myself in the middle on the other side..the other side..the other side..the other side..the other side..the other side..the other side.....

(Water)..under it all....i am not afraid........

(Instinct)......did you know that fear is nothing but awareness..the fear is a part of what makes us forever...all the darkness..all the lost..all the things lurking under the bed, are just things that are within..what we let grow when we don't understand fear...face yourself..break what breaks you....

(Stone).....about face..my face..in the mirror..a face of strangers.....i think tommorow i'll consider spending the entire day in front of the mirror..trying to see myself...stroking my bloody nose pillow stains into the shape of the buddha..somewhere in there, here i am again..am i the ghost or is he? looking deeper.....look what he's doing...look what he's making me do..and all that foolin around....

(Fire)...lsjdafkljesafiojsakdfv uipes89tgt9u ewa9ifjkdsaj f9ipujw efuljfjsdafljdsfoj[oiure...walk with me...

(The Scream)