I said goodbye and I meant this time. I told you that I loved you one more time but it was a lie. Because how can I love someone that never really loved me? I gave my all to you but I didn’t get anything in return for it. I gave my almost perfect heart to you. When you gave it back it was a bleeding mess. I let you see me cry, you promised me that you would stand by my side until the world came down. You told me forever. I guess forever was about 5 months. That’s the shortest forever I’ve seen. I’ve found someone new. A guy that’s picking up the pieces you left. I can trust him not to do some of the things you did. He’s loyal to his girl. To his rainbow in black.. I know it’s a stupid nickname but I love it. My goodbye to you was the last time I will speak the words. You told me forever and I almost believed you but I saw the truth between the lies you feed to me. Sure I wonder what would’ve happened if I didn’t say goodbye but I’m glad I did. My only regret was staying in the dark as long as I did. You told me forever but honey, forever has come and gone..