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Current mood:  disgusted Category: Romance and Relationships
First and foremost, to all of the women in the world out there that TRULY know me (like my mom, and Babymamma, and maybe 2 or 3 more), please ignore this. Because you know how I get...I get moody, and then I say things that I don't mean. Well this time I mean it, just not for you few.
To all of you OTHER bitches...please read below...
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I've decided I f**king hate you.
That's right...ALL of you. It's pretty much impossible to single out one of you without covering all the basis, so for now, f**k you ALL.
"Why ALL of us," you ask?
When one kid screws up at football practice, they ALL run laps. When someone's slackin in the military, they ALL do pushups. When one apple's bad, they throw out the bunch.
So as far as you're concerned, you're ALL on my hit-list...you trifling-ass bitches.
With your beautiful faces, your just-done hair, your breasts and your vaginas trying to control the world...walking around like your s**t doesn't stink just as bad as mine does. Ignoring those less pretty than you...bitching and moaning about those that ARE prettier than you.
It's YOU that I hate.
Screaming about sexism and chivalry and equality...while at the same time stepping all over me every opportunity you get. Pretending to actually care about me when deep down inside you just need me around because I can change a lightbulb, adjust the vcr, and record your stupid f**king Desperate Housewives without burning down the entire house...
It's YOU that I hate.
Stepping in the club like you f**king own the place...joining my table, making drinks for all your little supermodel bitch friends, smoking my pot, making fun of how my REAL friends dress...and then laughing outloud when I ask for your phone number because I THOUGHT that you might be interested. Of course I thought you were interested, because you've been hanging around me for the last 4 hours, sucking up all of my resources!
It's YOU that I hate.
Going out to dinner or a movie, making me pay for everything, complaining the whole f**king time about how bad the food is, or how long the walk is, or how horrible the weather is. And then never calling back...or texting back...or emailing back...
It's YOU that I hate.
I try and try and try consistently to be a gentleman. I try to treat you with respect, and to put my needs after your needs. I try to listen to you when you speak, even when your stories f**king suck and are long and boring. I try to stand up for you when society tells you to shut your mouth, and get back in the kitchen and make the kids their lunches. I try to make you feel like you're the queen of the world...
...but you know what?
All that s**t stops today.
Maybe Snoop Dogg was right. Maybe bitches ain't s**t but ho's and tricks. Maybe it ain't no fun unless the homies can have some. Maybe that's why we even HAVE 1000 negative words to describe women. At some point every woman's been called a slut, ho, trick, bitch, cunt, dyke, smut, puta, cocktease and all those other imaginative words. Maybe it's because it's true.
In the past I've tried to stop men from using these words. In the past I've tried to stand up for women all across the world. In the past I actually minored in Women's Studies, because I BELIEVED that was how things should be. I've tried to bring knowledge to my other male friends...to teach them not to cheat on their wives and girlfriends. To teach them that daughters and mothers and sisters should be respected, and honored and LOVED...and not raped, and stepped on, and beaten to within an inch of their lives because they're women.
Well all that s**t stops today too.
From now on I'm going to be like every other guy I know. From now on I'm going to ignore the ones that say that they "love" me. From now on I'm not opening doors for you, or paying attention to you, or caring about you. As a matter of fact, from now on if you've got a vagina and you even LOOK at me wrong, I'm gonna burn through you like Wilt Chamberlain.
Why..?
Because I CAN.
Because I tried to be nice...I tried to fall in love...I tried to be a REAL man, a respectful, courteous, intelligent, attractive man for 31 years now. I cook, I clean, I go down, I'm funny, I'm decently attractive, I believe in God, I'm a decent father, and I'm loyal.
All it's done is make me bitter, and angry inside. All it's done is bring me tears, and loneliness, and sorrow.
Well you know what?
All that s**t stops too.
From now on, don't f**king smile at me. Don't ask me out. Don't ask me what I'm doing on the weekend so you can come and join me. Don't tell me how funny I am. Don't tell me I'm cute. Don't even f**king talk to me unless I address you first. I'm not buying you anything, I'm not giving you anything, I'm not doing you any favors anymore...
I'm through being the "nice guy". Because the nice guy finishes last. The nice guy is some stupid f**king chump that spends his whole life trying to treat every woman as if it were his mother only to die alone...in bed probably...alone. And to prove my point, the nice guys get all the girls anyway while I get overlooked...so why the f**k WOULD I wanna be nice to you anymore..?
Now I'm just going to concentrate on ME. I'm going to get rich, I'm going to get out of corporate f**king America, and I'm going to do it without YOUR help.
Because the truth is, you were never really helping me in the first place.
Wanna know why you can never find that man that's perfect for you..?
Because you keep kicking me to the curb...
...you trifling-ass ho.
- Fidel
PS. And yeah, the reason you ALL get s**t on is because I had my heart broken...again. And I thought it might be a situation that I could enjoy, for a good long time...again. But I got dissed and dismissed...again. I got led to believe that maybe I should get my hopes up because maybe this time things would be different...AGAIN.
Thanks for that.
Thank you very, very, VERY much my love.
6:39 PM
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